ok....
hiya people....
so i'm not so sure how things will end up with she and i....and at the moment i don't really care....if any past relationship has any bearing on this latest one i think that it's just her way of letting me off easily....cause it's the nicest way she can...sure the false hope bites a bit...but i'm used to it now...it happens a bit too much for it to be a surprise to me anymore...
all that may sound sad and a little depressing...but i'm cool...for real...
i put everything related to her away....so i wouldn't see it sitting round my room every day...i don't need that right now...i'm more mature now or i would throw it all away like did when i was younger....the picture is no longer in my car...the frame is no longer next to my bed...i wiped her kiss off of my mirror and the dried flowers and gifts are all shut away in my closet...i should find a box....
oh i'm drunk right now...i think i may be rambling on about some girl that i used to date....why would i do that?....i'm moving on...in topic and life...
i fucking hate my job...i need a real job..i don't care if i'm in a cubicle punching a keyboard all day....i HATE the general public...you fuckers are assholes....not all YOU, my friends, but everyone else....all of you are bastards...
new bright eyes comes out tuesday....my roommate's brother bought both of us tickets to bright eyes in DC and here in norfolk....two nights in a row...lots of good music and plenty of hot chicks...(unfortunately "my" girl will be there because a mutual friend invited her...so that won't be as cool as i had hoped...don't get me wrong...we're still sociable...but i would rather enjoy the night without her being there..it would just work better ya know?...i want to enjoy the night without any drama..)...
anyway...aqua teen is on...i'm going to go attempt to focus on that....
xoxo,
j
ps- two chicks i know were out at the bar tonight...they both made me feel their fake tits...(i say "made"...there was no elbow twisting involved in the least...)..i don't know why mentioned that....other than it happened...and my roommate's jaw hit the floor when i did it...
hiya people....
so i'm not so sure how things will end up with she and i....and at the moment i don't really care....if any past relationship has any bearing on this latest one i think that it's just her way of letting me off easily....cause it's the nicest way she can...sure the false hope bites a bit...but i'm used to it now...it happens a bit too much for it to be a surprise to me anymore...
all that may sound sad and a little depressing...but i'm cool...for real...
i put everything related to her away....so i wouldn't see it sitting round my room every day...i don't need that right now...i'm more mature now or i would throw it all away like did when i was younger....the picture is no longer in my car...the frame is no longer next to my bed...i wiped her kiss off of my mirror and the dried flowers and gifts are all shut away in my closet...i should find a box....
oh i'm drunk right now...i think i may be rambling on about some girl that i used to date....why would i do that?....i'm moving on...in topic and life...
i fucking hate my job...i need a real job..i don't care if i'm in a cubicle punching a keyboard all day....i HATE the general public...you fuckers are assholes....not all YOU, my friends, but everyone else....all of you are bastards...
new bright eyes comes out tuesday....my roommate's brother bought both of us tickets to bright eyes in DC and here in norfolk....two nights in a row...lots of good music and plenty of hot chicks...(unfortunately "my" girl will be there because a mutual friend invited her...so that won't be as cool as i had hoped...don't get me wrong...we're still sociable...but i would rather enjoy the night without her being there..it would just work better ya know?...i want to enjoy the night without any drama..)...
anyway...aqua teen is on...i'm going to go attempt to focus on that....
xoxo,
j
ps- two chicks i know were out at the bar tonight...they both made me feel their fake tits...(i say "made"...there was no elbow twisting involved in the least...)..i don't know why mentioned that....other than it happened...and my roommate's jaw hit the floor when i did it...
kelland:
I have to agree. I hate the general public as well. Ick.