deathcabforuglie

ok...
so there's this little curse i have....i write about a girl....whether it's a crush or ends up being more...and then **poof** they're gone...
basically we dated for a few weeks....she got sick...i didn't hear from her for like a week and a half.....because of being sick and classes starting she never called...i kind of felt it coming....we had a short little talk at work....tomorrow we have a lunch "date" scheduled...to talk more...but basically she said that she wasn't ready for a relationship...she's just too busy with college...she still wants to be friends...all of that...and i'm kind of ok with it....only i used that line on my last "girl"....a girl i didn't really like...a girl that annoyed me and to let her off easy i used the exact lines (minus the college part..cause i haven't been in college for some time)..the exact excuse...not that i'm calling her's an excuse..only that MINE was....and again..we're going to talk more in detail tomorrow supposedly....but anyway....she's a really awesome girl...i know she'll come around...i only wish i could have saved face and not mentioned her until things were well into a good relationship and with a hopefully longer shelf life.....
anyway...hope things are going well for everyone...they're going to work out for me....(she secretly loves me and is just confused...so i'll be fine )
xoxo,
j