deathcabforuglie

kelly wants me to write her a story for christmas....instead of buying her a gift....i personally think that's more pressure than just getting the perfect present...mainly because i'm my own worst critic when it comes to my art or writing or when i dabble with photography...because i like all of the above...i just don't like what i do with all of the above...i find faults in the most miniscule of ways...and quite frankly i don't DO them enough...i neglect those things for the most part because i hate what i create....most of the time anyway....for me to be proud of something i make is a effort in futility...the very seldom occasion where i do like something...kind of...i will eventually find something wrong...
ahh well...we'll see how it goes...
xoxo,
j