deathboy

........on my way home from work last night at 4:30am and what do I see?
my ex (of 5 years) filling up at a gas station with her new boyfreind standing outside the car!
oh god I was hurt , pissed ..... i cant even discribe what I felt.......
it was expecially weird because I havent seen or talked to her since like earl july '02.
and exactly, one year to the day that I beat that guy up , I see them again. thats too weird!
but you know what..... i think that was a sign to me.... its over for good. I miss her but I need to break all emotional feelings for her or its never gonna get better.
I mean but thats fucking weird! what are the chances of that shit, 1 year till the day.
Jessica is a bad liar!
although im happy its over, better him than me to put up with her bullshit. Its hard though because she was my first love, my first sexually and my best friend for over 5 years. now I never see her.
I think its for the best though..........

bryan