deathboy

hey what the fuck happend to dia and marla>?
it looks like they were taken off the site?
i log on and my settings are different and they are no where to be found....... that sucks they were my 2 favorites........ ????? anybody know anything?

bryan

ahh , feeling allot better lately.
had a fucking blast last saturday, out with the band fucking shit up! Drank way too much, spent way too much but hell it was all good. Untill i over drew my account! fuck! I hate that !

Got my ticket to Wrestle Mania today! Fuck yeah!
Some of you may laugh , but I dont care! I love...
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OK.......... im ready..... i got a full glass of red, whine, the pipe is loaded and Im ready to unload this dilema that has puzzled me for the last 2 weeks.........

alright, let me first say that after my fiance'
left me over a year ago , i have been alone working on myself. after much grief I have been able to let go of...
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i have wrote a journal that I will type in the morning. I hope that it will be read , just because I invite the input of other suicide members and girls.
I just hope to have answers...
im really lost and nobody I have talked to has answers.... i want to hear what the women have to say......

back in the morning .......

bryan

im soooooo sad!
I dont know what I did wrong??? Why wont she call me back? This sucks! I really tried to do everything right this time! oh well, I guess I better just let it go and start over.... again.... shit!
And what really sucks is I really fucking liked that girl bad!


bryan

I got a fucking ticket today! oh im pissed!
But im getting my sleve worked on so its cool.


bryan

The day after Christmas is kind of a let down......
although all the overtime I had will come in handy as
today is payfuckingday! Getting my Misfits Half Sleve updated tommarow at Living Art! Cant wait!

My best bro had a complete emotional break down christmas eve. Stayed up till 7am with him. Sad.
He turned the corner though, I was glad I could be...
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wow!
I cant believe how I feel, its like its too good to be real. This girl is so amazing, she makes me feel so good and special. Spent christmas eve with her and her family, was really nervous at first but it turned out awesome. I just know that she is "the one".
Only weird thing is she has a twin sister. And they...
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SHE SAID YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH YEAH!!!!

the god lord smiled upon a lonley rocker!
Thank you! I didnt know I was capable of scoring such a pretty women. Way outta my league! But she likes me!

im sooooo happy right now!
last year at christmas , I was drunk and depressed over my loss , and a year latter I can barely feel the pain...... Im...
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here it is.... the day is upon me...... its do or die!
if i dont go through with it , im a coward.......
i will feel like the biggest wuss ever for weeks...

there's no reason not to...... its so clear..... clear
as can be.... the attraction is obvious to us both.....

....but as the guy its my job to initiate......
nothing i havent done...
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Peak season at my work is over this sunday.
It will be the first weekend I have worked in years.
Kinda sucks, but its all over time. hopefully the
pretty girl at my work will be there. Slowly I will
work my way into her heart..........

I can feel it.........
bryan

whoa. last night was rough. I drank way too many
kamakazies and beers. It was fun though. Havent puked in a long while. god , i hate that.

oh well, reminds me of the old days!

got a gig next weekend, I cant wait. love to play live.

Met a wonderfull girl at work last week, a new hire.
Man i can talk to anyone...
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