deathandtaxes

my grandpa went into a coma last night and came out 6 hours later. i feel that he is on his deathbed yet i have no such desire to partake in any of the cremation ceremonies nor have any postive/negative feelings towards his passing. However, i feel like an incomplete human for not having any feelings/emotion towards his death.
I do feel quite a bit of sympathy for my mom, her 42-year old brother died of heartattack 2 years ago, her mother died in december and her father being on his last leg soon to join the ranks of distant memories.

quite painful. i couldn't imagine that happening to me no matter how old and what stage of development im at in my life.

oh and on a brighter note, my business partner siphoned 125 thousand dollars out of the company i've been so diligently building for the last two years. isn't that fucking fabulous. im throwing myself a bankruptsy party if anyone wants to come. I was just planning on buying a whole bunch of stuff for everyone then taking it away just before they can enjoy it.
put on your party hats bitches.

hooray for irreverence.
radiohead: the bends.