i haven't forgotten you, i've nearly forgotten myself. i am here. just have been more quiet than ever.
these days have been kinda tough and i've neglected the only place i felt ok to express those emotions and i hate to rant.
tomorrow after work i leave for the Dewey Beach Music Conference in Delaware with the podcast crew. this will be my 2nd year...
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baalseraph:
It's good to see a sign of life coming from your side, brother! Have fun at the Dewey Beach Music Conference and bring back some cool photos like you usually do. :) And don't worry about the lack of change, I'm pretty sure it just takes some time to adapt to the new situation and forget the old shit you left behind.
April has been kinda rough. Way too much worry and sleep deprivation. The battles of the mind were strong and kept me out of focus on everything I was trying to accomplish in my last blog. The job I spoke of about in my last job rejected me, really thought I had it (should have known better). BUT! I have some good news which it...
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baalseraph:
This is actually pretty good! And clearly far better than anything I could do, so don't punish yourself for it, dude. :) I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you to leave the shitty UPS job behind asap! ;)
hello all, it has been some time! i've been telling myself to blog but a lot of times i become a victim of the battles of the mind. but i give it a fucking fight! lately i am so damn exhausted and it doesn't help the anxious/downer part of me. it has a lot to do with my realization over the years of how my...
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baalseraph:
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you to get this new job! Sounds pretty awesome and like they're actually interested in taking you on. Keep us up to date if you got the job! :) It would be great if you could share some of your singing. So don't be shy, show us what you can do! :) Oh, and: "Hey Mikey, i need a Catwoman done by no later than April 4th!" ;)
death_groove:
@baalseraph i'm late replying, life got a little busy and i try to catch up on sleep as much as i can! thanks for the support, i really appreciate it! i'm really hoping the universe is on my side this time! the other day i was messing with recording on my iphone but it sounded really low so if i can somehow incorporate my PA system into a recording i'm thinking it would sound better. i might have to use my webcam for now to capture that sound but i'm working on it! ;) Catwoman! you got it! i will put a deadline alarm in my phone and i will start immediately and i'll share it with you! sometimes i need that kick in the ass and it hard sometimes being the one to kick your own ass haha!