so my last blog B+ i was trying to be positive but ugghhh the job hunt is frustrating and defeating. the place i talked about in my previous blog ended not being what was posted. the way it was posted you would have been trained to be a "health/wellness coach". it had nothing to do with working at a gym(thats where i thought i was going to for the info) like it was insisting cause how else do you help someone exercise. it was one of those hotel looking buildings with ton of suites built like offices. this had a full kitchen, bathroom, baclony, office, huge tv and a real fire place. next thing, i am there for 3 hours being preached and taught how to sell "Herbalife". not what i was expecting. i was so worried about my appearance and i was the one more dressed up than the others! so they were trying to sell the product to you first, to help your own health, which you would get for a discounted price and then try to sell the product to someone else with your own success. dont get me wrong, im sure it works, this brand has been around for 34 years FDA approved, so the video said, ha. you could make money off it but you need to immediately know someone who would be interested and then go from there. and gettin them persuaded to sell the product and you make money off of them even though you did nothing. simply, not for me. i got a free shake out of it and i will say, inbetween getting the bus home, i felt like i was on crack, wired to the max!
and it just seems everywhere i apply, i get declined. really thinking im not gonna get anywhere without some kind of schooling. its hard to talk about these things with anyone cause i feel they dont understand and you get the new generic answer "you got to think reality with the economy". just tired of being consumed with negativity, ive been neglecting the things i love and like to do cause of it. Exercising everyday seems to be what keeps my mind off of things and able to sleep.
my birthday is the 27th.. . not really lookin forward to it.
til next time.. \m/