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death_groove

philadelphia, pa

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Thursday Apr 18, 2013

Apr 18, 2013
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if something truely makes you unhappy shouldnt you part with it? but what if its youre only source of income at the moment?

i am speaking about my job. i work for United Parcel Service(sure you all know what it is and NO its not a good job, im only saying that because that tends to be everyones answer when you tell them that). i am part time because in all reality it is ridiculous to get full time there(and thats not for me). i am trying my HARDEST and looking everywhere to get another job somewhere and completely out of there. i just made 7 years there. ive mentioned in previous posts i have several injuries there. ive gotten NOTHING out of this job. i still get shit pay for the ridiculous amounts of work, lack of staff and no hours.

ive spoke of my job before so i apologize to sound like a rerun.

it has come to the point i physically and mentally dont want to be there nor perform my job. ive become so miserable i dont want be bothered. they are all idiots and even too the few people i can talk to i am being irritated by. it makes me ill to think of the place. the fact that i am forcing myself to do this job, be in pain(mentally and physically becuase sorting packages isnt easy greasy). the place has become HELL to me. and i yet to have any luck with my job hunts in the past months.

i am simply unhappy. i wont speak of home life because thats a different level. but does not help. its hard not to dwell on these things cause it constantly surrounds me. and i HATE it because its making not do the things i love.

i just dont know what to do anymore. its either a meltdown or go berzerk!

i really wish i would of gave college a try years ago... my age does not help this situation.

has anyone been in this situation before??

ps. wish i has the cash to travel somewhere, i need to get away!!

sorry for a well needed rant..frown

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