death_groove

so i was at the bank this afternoon and there is this man that comes in frequently and usually the same time i am there. but he looks normal but disheveled not to a stinky point and also talks to himself. at first i always thought he had an ear piece cause he has a money bag like some business owners do for the commercial transfers. he never bothers anyone or does anything to harm himself or anyone around, he is just there to do his financial whatever. i will admit it does come off unnerving a bit cause you never know someone in that state in capable of. the woman in front of me kept her distance quite far. and of course peolpe give looks to see if you notice or if youre afraid. i am not. as i said ive seen him plenty of times. there was one occasion he complimented my Motorhead shirt and then he'll ramble back to who knows. so today he was almost next in line for the teller, then a man came up to him after he was done his business and put his hand on his back calmly but definitely startled the talkie talkie man, cause i wont call him "whacko". anyway, this man just tried to say "calm down, youre scaring everyone here" next, which i didnt expect he pulled his badge necklace out to the man, hes a cop. there was a bit of an uproar between the two but nothing physical, the cop was trying to settle everyones nerves in the bank. talkie talkie rambled something of "terrorists and his father was a cop" something about CIA. i did not catch on to the ramblings. finally the tellers stepped in, they know him and of course probably know more of his condition. in the end he does his business but of course still rambles and the cop left. the lady in front of me said "thank god, i was wondering if there was a cop or security here". i wasnt scared. to the point, am i a nut for thinking this situation was wrong? the man, talkie talkie, wasnt doing anything but "being" the condition and the out of nowhere cop kind of open the can of worms. i dont know, i just chuckled....

nothing really exciting going on in my life and i dont want to blog about the nonsense, other than that i splurged on the account in these few weeks.. hehe


the new DOWN LP! love this record and i had to have it on vinyl and it came with a shirt, FUCKETH THINE SELF! haha and of course the SG shirt i got some time ago.


my new favorite shirt! one my all time favorite movies ever! fucking love the Sally's eyes in terror!

does anyone believe in crystals? i became interested in them and starting reading on their individual properties. i was introduced through a bands posts on Facebook and Instragram, "HUNTRESS", wicked killer female fronted band! i bought some Lithium Quartz, it is a crystal that has aspects to the Aquarius, which i am. it seemed to suite me and figured what the heck..


ive been drawing more. trying to just free hand whatever my ideas are. i know im not the best but i enjoy it.

i wanted to be more elaborate with this but i noticed the paper wasnt the size i needed. the idea was to be in some form of a dungeon and she does a ritual. i found my pastels, which i am amateur at but i love the colors and how you can make things so realistic with them, especially in a flowers sense.

i started this the other day. i havent done a lino cut in some time and i was getting and itch to carve. so DOWN was next to add to my vest.


so yeah i have been more productive this week which is good. i am feeling better. if only i could cut out the main fortress of negativty, my job, id feel fucking great.

signing off,

from last night.