not having a good start to this week. still have a little bit of a cold and i was having some abdominal issues last week. well yesterday at work i think it took it to the max. ive never had a hernia but ive heard stories and it kinda sounds like that. not really in any pain, just discomfort in certain spots. in work i was feeling some pain as i had to lift and sort packages. i am just really hoping i pulled somethin. it is ridiculous what ill have to go through if i report the injury. and ill have to pretend it happens as i goto work tonight since i didnt report it last night. thats involved worksman comp instead of dissability and their doctors are straight up assholes. and im quite serious, if i am injured in any way, i am fucking quiting. so now im like panic/worried mode. and i get no support from anyone. automatically my mom just fires off that i need out of there, blah blah blah. and she loves to mention that ill have to cut my hair and beard off. i know i need out. its fuckin tough tryin to get another job. i do lack motivation, i admit it. but im sick of gettin hurt, feeling like shit. im 26 and that place has done enough to me! this might be the last draw... i just have no idea what to do anymore....
Hope you enjoy it.
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