well, it was a disappointing night for the FLYERS last night. had the lead and then just total shut down. i knew it was gonna happen but not 10-3!!!!! thats ridiculous! game 5 is friday, hopefully we end this series!.. so.. when i got home last night, i munched out and what not.. i hear my phone ring at 3am, it was my ex. totally unexpected. i was a little loaded and stoned and i was saving aggravation so i let it go and i had a long ass voicemail. it wasnt her. her "friend" took it upon herself to unleash on me, and i know when someone is drunk right off the bat and they were, i could hear my ex in the background laughing and her friend even admitted she was. so she ranted off on why i did what i did. she misses, still loves me, yadda yadda.. ill never find another girl like her, yadda yadda.. it hasnt been a year yet, june will be. i was tempted to call back but i did not want to fight with her friends. so today i woke up with a text message apologizing, she was drunk.. i have yet to comment back and im not quite sure if i want to. i care for her and as much as i wanted to call her sometimes even loaded, it was not to rant it was to talk and see how its going. i dont appreciate these "friends", im quoting friends because she didnt really have any when she was with me. it has to be coworkers. so anyway, yea a lovely message at my expense. not sure how im suppose to react to this, i really dont want or need aggravation, i have enough in my head that im trying to sort out. i sorta want to reply and i sorta dont, i want peace.. oohhhh, life..... bahumbag!
hanke:
you rock!