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im sorry but i dont really have any pity for accidents that have anything to do with drugs. i've known people who have died because of people on drugs/going to and from dealing drugs and crashing into THEM... for example this woman I now babysit for because she is a single mom due to a drugged teenage driver who crashed into them on the highway and killed lucas' father. i mean no offense to you or anything, i wouldn't know the pain but it's gotta be brutal, i just kinda believe in karma and whatever. if it weren't a semi he crashed into im sure it would have killed another human being who was totally innocent. *sigh*

I'm so sorry. thats awful...

im sorry about your friend. something like that has never happened to me before so I dont know what its like or what to say and its kind of awkward. i'd say other things but i feel as if this is not the time.

yeah...... weiner dog.....sorry ...your friend died ...and i'm excited about the weiner dog....sorryagain

oh ya p.s. a radio job would be wicked sweet, what will u be doing? being the biznatch they get to run around and do little errands before moving up to anything worthy? it must be a very hardthing to get into

good luck with everything!

I'm sorry people were mean to you on the boards.... there are a lot of amazing people on this site though... so don't get too discouraged

I looove Garden State.
Everyone is telling me to see The Notebook. I haven't yet, maybe I will today...

thanksyou for the birthday wishes!

You should get one of those Abs balls. They isolate your solar plexes and will BREAK you. That's a good thing. Man the day after is always the worst, you know when you're so sore you can't even roll outta bed.
Yeah about your sister if it was your roomate it would be some straight up 'Single White Female' shit. But since it's your sis you can probably tell her that it's kinda freakin you out.
Oh and girls will do that to you. You know make you do funny shit like ignore your family when your home only for a week of leave. Just remembering from past experience, it turned out to be a mistake though. He'll learn that blood runs thicker than water, trust me.

I showed my whole entire family that picture of your weenerdog, man... the one where he's caught in the middle of a bark, and it's absolutely hilarious... yeah, that one. heh.

Whenever I work out after not going for a while, my abs/muscles KILL!! And then I have to go to work and work them even harder all day long, and it's brutal... but don't ignore them and not do anything because it's too sore, try to do a little excersise to warm your muscles up a little bit so they can loosen themselves up and get straightened out again, or else it will be this huge nasty knot. blech. in a way I kind of like the feeling though- firstly because it lets you know you actually DID something, and secondly, because im just freaky like that, and kind of enjoy the pain, and poking at my muscles, and going "ow."

Not sure what to think about the sister thing. I have a little sister, 9 years younger, and she looks up to me beyond believe for eeeevvveerrryyything and so do all her little friends, but I'm the oldest and I don't know how to deal with things like that. Same with your bother sitch- I have younger brother, as well, and if he ever ends up doing something as stupid im gunna kick the shit out of that mother fucking stupid azz bitch, or atleast do many many nasty things to her.

okay, well settle down now, I will get naked and take pictures of it as soon as possible. And I'll be out near Vancouver eventually. And you know we will hang out, and that I will come visit you.

Okay, ta ta for now.

hello there dear.

I can't even express how much I can relate to your situation. I came to Canmore from Toronto 10 years ago, when I was 9. Canmore's population is about 12,000 and it was a LOT smaller 10 years ago. I spent grade all of elementary, junior high, and highschool with the same people and never became a part of any group. never really made any friends, because i never really cared. always picked a boy and spent all my time with him and focused on other things than having a clique. i moved to calgary for a while and it was bizarre to see faces that i didn't recognize every day... and when I moved back from the city, nothing had changed. Same people, same stories... I can pick out ANY person walking down the street (sans tourists) and there will be a story linked to them... either something I know, or something I've experienced or done with them throughout the years. It's so annoying.

I believe firmly that new beginnings for me, OR for you lie in a new town with new people and new oppotunities. I know for a fact that I can never grow and become who I want to be unless I surround myself in those particular circumstances. I'm not too sure I like huge cities like Calgary or Toronto but smaller, surrounding-communities are great. I'm thinking of moving to Kelowna because it's small, but it's still 10 times bigger than here. In big cities, there is too much competition, too much poverty, and too many freaks.

Okay, anyways, hope you're doing well. How far are you from the city? Perhaps while I am out there in August (August 14th, to be exact- there's a Jack Johnson concert )... we can go out for a beer.

ciaooo

Have fun man, you gotta get out of a small town like that. Get to see the world a little then return and see how much you've changed. It's amazing, as I come from a small town as well, to see how much you've accomplished and how little everyone who stayed there hasn't.

Sorry to hear bout your infuction. Man maybe you need to go to the doctor. to get it...drained...I know it sounds gross but it'd be better than any permanant damage. Sounds painful as hell though. No brain damage for you though. You'll be all right
Hugs and 's to ya.

Hmmmm...rainbow crayons. I always liked Crayola Color Pencils myself. But then there's the hassle of sharpening them all the time, blah. Good to hear you're feeling better sweets, You need to draw a picture of a pink elephant smokin' on a fattie with the cheshire cat from 'Alice in Wonderland.' That would be great and match your rainbow theme

hey baby gurl,

yes, i think i may infact go buy some crayons today and colour with my little sister... perhaps i will attempt to draw you... and stuff. if your lucky.

hilarious. just hilarious. i used to do my nails ALL THE TIME because they are so short and so not cute. You can't even get your nails professionaly done in Canmore because they all do a horrible job. i'm thinking of going to Calgary... getting some french tips done and then coating them in thick glossy black nailpolish. hollah!

it is annoying though because you're right, it's nearly impossible to type. Oh well.

hahhaha.