dearlycorrupted

http://www.thehungersite.com

just click. because if you don't you're a motherfucker.

don't worry, you don't have to visit sponsors or enter in credit card numbers or sell your soul to a nigerian spammer.

just click.





it's not hard.

there is a cricket in my piano.
if you hit notes he shuts up.

last night went.. badly. much worse than i thought. the bar we went to was a hellhole choked with scottsdale preppies... the sandwich we ate at denny's afterwards didn't really taste very good. and on top of everything, despite what i'd told him before, and despite our long discussion about how nudity for me is usually entirely nonsexual, shale interpreted my request for a back...
Read More

karaoke tonight with shale. i am going to wash his hair for him, men are never talented at that sort of thing. and then i'll braid it. he'll end up looking like monkey from korn, i think. but at least his hair will be clean.

matt is gone to denver for the weekend, december is gone to l.a. i suppose this means i will be...
Read More

just chanced to see the seether video for 'remedy'. now officially hate the song because the video is utterly foolish. if i remember correctly the same happened with hoobastank's 'the reason'. so much for plugging the band.

am currently fat and sassy, back at 130 pounds and being stroked regularly by a gentleman named matt who i have not had sex with yet and will...
Read More

well, all right. time to update and write something coherant, which i'm not sure i can do on two hours of sleep and probably still drunk, at least a little (my body is not wanting to keep itself upright. since voluntary muscles are responsible i have no one to blame but myself.)

yesterday, after working and cleaning my room... i went downtown to the paper...
Read More

if god were alive he'd probably say get the hell out of my house.

i have not slept all night and i do not intend to until after work today.

i am element a440's groupie for life.

my ears are ringing.

december and i drank an entire bottle of cheap wine.

really the night is too good to be wasted. i'll never spend another night...
Read More

i ate chinese food with a friend tonight. this was by far a momentous event.

and i didn't allow myself once to think of how many calories it was, and how that measured up to how many calories i'd burned today, and how many pounds of fat that would equate on other days, or how i could burn the calories off later or how long...
Read More

i am tired. inside and out.

i am eating again, though. for the sake of my mental health, i hope this is well-received by everyone. quite frankly i don't imagine that anyone gives a shit either way. and i say that without animosity. look, here's an emoticon to prove it:



word.