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well, all right. time to update and write something coherant, which i'm not sure i can do on two hours of sleep and probably still drunk, at least a little (my body is not wanting to keep itself upright. since voluntary muscles are responsible i have no one to blame but myself.)

yesterday, after working and cleaning my room... i went downtown to the paper...
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if god were alive he'd probably say get the hell out of my house.

i have not slept all night and i do not intend to until after work today.

i am element a440's groupie for life.

my ears are ringing.

december and i drank an entire bottle of cheap wine.

really the night is too good to be wasted. i'll never spend another night...
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i ate chinese food with a friend tonight. this was by far a momentous event.

and i didn't allow myself once to think of how many calories it was, and how that measured up to how many calories i'd burned today, and how many pounds of fat that would equate on other days, or how i could burn the calories off later or how long...
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ziricote:
it's a step of sorts
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i am tired. inside and out.

i am eating again, though. for the sake of my mental health, i hope this is well-received by everyone. quite frankly i don't imagine that anyone gives a shit either way. and i say that without animosity. look, here's an emoticon to prove it:

smile

word.
ck:
mmm...food love

smile
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hmm. well, the car is getting new brakes. this is a plus, seeing as to how it NOT having brakes pretty much limits my travel to a five-mile radius. i live in avondale. so there's not a lot within five miles.

met gagefreedom the other night. he's a cool guy.

i also tried yesterday twice to get a bootycall, and both failed miserably.

such an...
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giveit35percent:
a bootycall huh? Very interesting
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my current stats: 128 pounds (durr), 35-29-37.

i found out when my mother measured me for a dress the other day.

i am thoroughly sickened with the current state of my body.

however, this would explain why my bras never fit right.

surreal
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thunder and lightning in phoenix KICK ASS.

i have to say, though, for a town that gets such heavy monsoons, we have the worst drainage system in the world.
calypso:
That's probably one of the few memories of living in Phoenix that I actually cling to. Lightning storms are fucking awesome.

And, yeah, the drainage sucks.

kiss kiss kiss
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to do:
[/] call gynecologist
[ ] wash all clothes and sheets
[ ] vacuum room
[/] get things ready for goodwill
[/] earn money to pay off debt of $362 for God knows what
[/] earn $500 to repay college refund that was used to pay for dog's hospital bill
[ ] go to gym
[/] ponder mental state
[/] feel fat
[ ]...
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gagefreedom:
Glad to see ya back in AZ. So you still want to borrow Soul of the Fire?
giveit35percent:
Hope you had fun and glad to see you back. That is quite the large list of chores you have yet to finish.
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my nipples hurt.
however, this is to be expected, so i'm not complaining.
i'll be back in arizona tomorrow, such joy.
until then, to keep you amused, a gem of conversation with one of the fine examples of our internet culture:


bill_looking4theone: hello how is gonig?
me: the one, huh.
me: that's pretty narrow of you.
me: don't you know variety is the spice of...
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corporatespy:
Wow, and he kept going after being told to fuck off in so many words. My spelling may suck, but english wasn't my first language. I wonder what his excuse is... labeotomy outpatient?
ck:
funniness ooo aaa
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who wants to walk on the beach at sunset? it gets chilly and you can't see where you're going so you cut your feet on bits of shells.
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dear world,
my nipples are now pierced. they discounted me $5, since i got them both done. as expected, the second hurt worse than the first, as my body was primed for pain. i used EMLA cream, available on BMEzine's merchandise site, as a topical anaesthetic. it performed its function, but its penetration was relatively minimal. the first piercing felt only like a pinch. for...
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