deannarose

I'm at a turning point with some friends of mine. I've been ditched, walked all over, lied to, and manipulated into people's drama. I'm the fall-out friend they go to when they need something knowing im the only one who hasnt been their during their shitty mistakes and thus not knowing enough to tell them to screw off. They think i'll never find out, when they're trying to involve me in shit...

I've said a few choice words to a few of them, and now its time to turn to something else. To refocus my energies. This site and my upcoming hopeful shoots being some of it, also my art, and just....myself. my life with gabe. I've wasted so much energy on those people.

Even doing what little painting i've done today, its eased the giant knot thats sat deep in my gut the past few days. I feel much less stressed. Much more healthy.

I'm gonna need to hold on to that, me and Gabe are both out of our pain meds for at least another week, maybe more. But I'm gonna focus on my art, much more now than I have this past year.


Heres a few old pieces of mine, while I'm thinking bout my art and all

I'll probably make a folder containing some art of mine, and some photography.

I do acryllic painting and collage work. Mixed media type stuff. Always experimenting. Also did a lot of charcoal work for a breif period of time then just couldnt get the hang of it again? I miss that stuff. Just hasnt come out the same since.

I hope to incorporate my art into my sets whenever I shoot them.

I'm hoping after I get more of my own shit together, I'll meet some better friends. maybe through this site, maybe other ways, who knows. But I'm not lonely. This space I'll create wont be empty.

I hope everyone is having a good weekend

Anyone else watching Dollhouse?? God I love Joss Whedon ,and miss Dushku, of course! Every episode gets more interestng, I like the mysteries. watch it just to give it ratings if you have to!! I dont want to see this series die so soon