well its my first week of school and i must say that i really hate the "first week introductions" that go on. i really cant deal with public speaking. not sure if anyone has any anxiety disorders, more specifically social anxiety disorder. its really not a good thing to have your heart beating a million miles a second and feeling like your going to vomit... Read More
The whole reason I went into post-production (where i work alone in a graphics suite) was because of my social anxiety. seriously. i'm frighteningly shy in front of people i don't know. it sucks. love to meet some of the people on here but it freaks me out to think of it. am i a loser or what?
it's too late now, but i had a good possibility for your lame-o object lesson. i just received this bizarre looking mid-century russian military gas mask i bought on ebay. wasn't their intention, but the design of it is unreal. i'm in love with it. i was bored waiting for a render today so i put it on and put the buds for my ipod in it. there was this disconcerting concert of sound all over my face. it was surprisingly loud. i'm probably proving the loser thing even more now, so i'm quittin while i'm ahead.
too saddening to comment on katrina's victims. too maddening to comment on the catastrophic failure of the government to help.
...I hope every thing getts better for you soon.You have'nt written back to me in a while are you mad at me for some thing?......edited to say ah ...I see you allredy did write to me earlyer on my thread hmmm well now I feel stupid for two reasons(I am shure you know what I meen ) !Ok you found out my not so hidden secret about how I can't spell so well.Now I feel sad...
maybe you need to take medicine. so you dont get anxious anymore. because its getting WAY out of hand, Deanna....like the other night, when you started ripping chunks of your hair out, and then you were crying and laughing at the same time. You freaked me out. Then you started screaming, and then you went and said if you had sex with some homeless people you would feel alot better. But thats ok, cuz i stopped you. Cuz that would be DIRTY....
ok so i spent the last week in londontown with the cutest boy in the world. i got drunk and saw some bands and watched some movies and i also got to meet the lovely faye...she is sooo pretty and sooo shy and i really hope she starts to like pepsi so i can hang out with her again soon.
That sooooooooooo sucks about your groceries OMG! I would be so pissed!!!
I hope you had a good time at Randies though. You guys are super cute together.
And yeah...I'm shy when I first meet people. Sorry....
And if the only way that we can hang out again is if I switch to pepsi...you shouldn't hold your breath...pepsi is for virgins and people who are gay (meant as an inside and not as a mean comment incase anyone else reads that)
GASP!!! You'll be missing your kitty in December,.....you'll be sooooo distressed......you'll post papers with his photo on tree trunks.....all b/c i'll have STOLE him.....cuz he's too cute for me NOT to...
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tonight i rented some lame romantic comedys that i will watch myself so
i dont have to make some unwilling donor watch it with me.
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