deanna

update to say that my little penpal from austrailia sent me a mizuno junko book!!!!!!!! he is so sweet. i am so excited about it. ive been dying to get my hands on it, but the only place i find the books are online.

today is the first day in the last few weeks that i have actually felt GOOD. i have been in such a shitty mood and ive been worried and depressed. i dont like change, i dont deal well with drastic change at all. moving to a new town, new school, new challenges that im not confident about are just something i cant deal with well. i guess you could say that i like comfort.

i have got to know almost my whole class, including the ones i cant really understand cause they are foriegn. there are so many cool people in my class and although im not like tight buddies with any of them yet i see some great potential and that has majorly eased my mind off many things.

its unfortunate that i need to learn things the hard way sometimes...i need to teach myself from experience or

mistakes instead of just taking others advice. i need to do it on my own terms. i feel bad for those people who have had to put up with my mood swings as of late and i guess in a way its kind of selfish to do that but shit happens. im a human being and sometimes i can be selfish because i think overall im a pretty thoughtful and giving person.

yeah so thats it, i just needed to rant about that.

im going to east side marios tonight with my mom...OOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOooO that is exciting...probably the best meal ive had in a while since all i have been eating is sandwiches, kraft dinner and stuff in cans...oh the college life.

what is your favorite restaurant to go eat in?