well its my first week of school and i must say that i really hate the "first week introductions" that go on. i really cant deal with public speaking. not sure if anyone has any anxiety disorders, more specifically social anxiety disorder. its really not a good thing to have your heart beating a million miles a second and feeling like your going to vomit or pass out in class simply because you dont want to do public speaking. i wish it would go away. i have no idea why i get so worked up about stupid things. by the sounds of things there is going to be a lot of group work and presentations and shit like that and im really not looking forward to it 
but im really forcing myself to try since i really want to do well this year. 90% of last years class got jobs in the field.
half my class is asian or foriegn. nothing against it, but its just different for me. there is a dude from the UK and he has a wicked accent. a russian dude who also has an accent and i dont know about you but im a huge fan of the accents, they are hot, no?
so anyways...the first week is almost done. thank god. i think im going to go to the gym a lot this weekend and try to work out some of my stress. ive had a huge headache everyday this week. today i feel like im going to vomit my headache is so bad. ever had one of those? yeah its a nice way to spend the day.
we have a really gay assignment tomorrow where we have to bring in an object we think is well designed...i find this out today...i have nothing around the place i can bring in...like wtf...maybe ill bring in a shoe or something...haha
ON ANOTHER NOTE
this is fucking BULLSHIT
KATRINA IS ONE BIG TRAGEDY AND IT IS A REFLECTION OF WHERE OUR SOCIETY IS AT
HOW THE POOR AND ELDERLY PEOPLE ARE BEING UN-AIDED AND HOW THE ANIMALS ARE BEING FOR THE MOST PART FORCED TO BE FORGOTTEN
YES THERE ARE ANIMAL RESCUE ORGANIZATIONS TRYING TO HELP BUT THE GOVERNMENT IS ORDERING PEOPLE TO LEAVE WITH OUT THEIR ANIMALS. THAT'S MASS MURDER. OTHER PEOPLE ARE KILLING THEIR PETS TO SAVE THEM FROM STARVATION
but im really forcing myself to try since i really want to do well this year. 90% of last years class got jobs in the field.
half my class is asian or foriegn. nothing against it, but its just different for me. there is a dude from the UK and he has a wicked accent. a russian dude who also has an accent and i dont know about you but im a huge fan of the accents, they are hot, no?
so anyways...the first week is almost done. thank god. i think im going to go to the gym a lot this weekend and try to work out some of my stress. ive had a huge headache everyday this week. today i feel like im going to vomit my headache is so bad. ever had one of those? yeah its a nice way to spend the day.
we have a really gay assignment tomorrow where we have to bring in an object we think is well designed...i find this out today...i have nothing around the place i can bring in...like wtf...maybe ill bring in a shoe or something...haha
ON ANOTHER NOTE
this is fucking BULLSHIT
KATRINA IS ONE BIG TRAGEDY AND IT IS A REFLECTION OF WHERE OUR SOCIETY IS AT
HOW THE POOR AND ELDERLY PEOPLE ARE BEING UN-AIDED AND HOW THE ANIMALS ARE BEING FOR THE MOST PART FORCED TO BE FORGOTTEN
YES THERE ARE ANIMAL RESCUE ORGANIZATIONS TRYING TO HELP BUT THE GOVERNMENT IS ORDERING PEOPLE TO LEAVE WITH OUT THEIR ANIMALS. THAT'S MASS MURDER. OTHER PEOPLE ARE KILLING THEIR PETS TO SAVE THEM FROM STARVATION
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The whole reason I went into post-production (where i work alone in a graphics suite) was because of my social anxiety. seriously. i'm frighteningly shy in front of people i don't know. it sucks. love to meet some of the people on here but it freaks me out to think of it. am i a loser or what?
it's too late now, but i had a good possibility for your lame-o object lesson. i just received this bizarre looking mid-century russian military gas mask i bought on ebay. wasn't their intention, but the design of it is unreal. i'm in love with it. i was bored waiting for a render today so i put it on and put the buds for my ipod in it. there was this disconcerting concert of sound all over my face. it was surprisingly loud. i'm probably proving the loser thing even more now, so i'm quittin while i'm ahead.
too saddening to comment on katrina's victims. too maddening to comment on the catastrophic failure of the government to help.