I've spent my last nights
strung up and pulled tight.
Holding out, sleep and grow.
An answer comes without a please:
'Do what you want.'
Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss.
Rather live my life in regret then do this.
What happened to the love we both knew?
We both chased.
Hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me...
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strung up and pulled tight.
Holding out, sleep and grow.
An answer comes without a please:
'Do what you want.'
Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss.
Rather live my life in regret then do this.
What happened to the love we both knew?
We both chased.
Hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me...
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killerspike:
Ah yes, Ragdoll is a hottie...and yes I would like to fly you to Hawaii, but since I have no money at this time you will have to wait... 
fuck i really want to go on a vacation on xmas break.
but im poor so who wants to pay for me to go?
my roommate is insane. he turns all the tvs on in the house and just leaves or watches one of them and it drives me nuts. he falls asleep on the couch with the tv like cranked full blast...i dont know...
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ether_medius:
tee ... vee?
people watch it?
people watch it?
dekews:
Happy Thanksgiving from the States!!
wonka nerds ropes = heaven
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psyko514:
i've always wanted to try those, but i've been scared.
i saw your comment in courtney's journal about coming to montreal. just so you know, you're more than welcome to come anytime.
i saw your comment in courtney's journal about coming to montreal. just so you know, you're more than welcome to come anytime.
terminator_77:
your eyes are the best thing i've seen today! 
so i got really drunk with my classmates on saturday in toronto...i dont think ive been that drunk in a long time...they are such a fun bunch of people. then i had to get up at 730am to go to london to see the cutest boy in the world and when i woke up i was still drunk...i got out of bed and basically couldnt...
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edwin:
ouch... waking up drunk is no way to wake up.
zoidberg79:
thanks!
and well that's a funny pic!
and well that's a funny pic!
we can all dream cant we?
my dad always says: "the dream never dies, only the dreamer"
is there a saying or something your parent/s always say?
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atomh8:
yeah, I'm thinking I might talk to them this week and let them know I'm done after christmas.
beretta:
Ya...they say, "Ignore Deannas drunk-typing messages!!!" hahahaa.........boozehound......hahaha...
i lub ya.....
i lub ya.....
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killerspike:
Wow...you read my mind. That's exactly how I feel...
msashleypaige:
cute 
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reise:
Yay for pictures! You look really good in those
ether_medius:
you can really frame yourself well. nice pics.
this might seem like a rather disturbing question...but...
im twisted and i keep thinking about the movies Saw and Saw 2....and i always think of what i would do in those situations...dont ask me why....but if given the option of cutting my own stitched together eye socket out with a razor blade to get a key inside my head or to have a helmet filled...
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dewce:
just think about that guy who had to cut his own arm off. he had to break BOTH bones in his arm, saw through the skin, tissue, muscle, arteries, veins, nerves...everything with a dull knife. i saw a documentary on him, and let me tell you, he valued his life more than anything.
rustgiraffe:
I've thought about this kind of stuff myself. I can't imagine cutting part of myself off, or injuring myself on purpose. Torture is one of those..weird topics. It almost makes me feel dirty.
i had a good weekend
sometimes when i drink im an asshole....
i got to see a very nice bum this weekend...im so crazy about that bum.
sometimes when i drink im an asshole....
i got to see a very nice bum this weekend...im so crazy about that bum.
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dekews:
Yay for good weekends. Mine was half good, the other half asleep. So, also good.
Yay for good weekends. Mine was half good, the other half asleep. So, also good.
edwin:
Thanks for the nice words... glad you had a good weekend.
alright so i realize that i need to stop bitching about my money problems. i guess there are far worse things out there. i cant help but stress out more then needed sometimes...
so im going to get my resume all printed out and go to a few places including music stores and ikea. im also going to see about joining another bank and getting...
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so im going to get my resume all printed out and go to a few places including music stores and ikea. im also going to see about joining another bank and getting...
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averagebadfriend:
Ha ha it is a constant battle between me and waking up because my bed is extreamly comfortable I need to find some one to push my lazy ass out of bed I have been eating healthy food as of late and trying to get in shape for my big trip to austria coming up soon
because my bed is extreamly comfortable I need to find some one to push my lazy ass out of bed I have been eating healthy food as of late and trying to get in shape for my big trip to austria coming up soon
atomh8:
I like chicken. I know, thats so boring, but it really is the best.
I think you'd be good at working at Ikea. I don't like that place though. It freaks me out.
I think you'd be good at working at Ikea. I don't like that place though. It freaks me out.
it is just amazing what problems money can bring and how dependant and stressed one can get over it.
so this is the situation im in, i was counting on getting OSAP which was going to be 11000 which would cover my tuition and 700$/m rent perfectly for the school year. turns out it got rejected somehow (long story) so now there is a 90%...
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reise:
I'd go for a student line of credit first. That's what my brother did after he was denied OSAP. ..actually, he was given $200 instead of the original $9000+ he was quoted.
There are lots of places in TO hiring for Flash work right now. I know that a lot of them have flexible hours too. I got my first industry job when I was still in school and they allowed me to work any day I didn't have class, and nights. Maybe you could work out something like that as well if you let them know you're still in school and finishing up soon.
There are lots of places in TO hiring for Flash work right now. I know that a lot of them have flexible hours too. I got my first industry job when I was still in school and they allowed me to work any day I didn't have class, and nights. Maybe you could work out something like that as well if you let them know you're still in school and finishing up soon.
faye:
Yeah for sure I completely understand, you should check about student welfare as well though, honestly it might help.
alright.
so i have been in a bad mood lately. i sometimes let things get to me more then they should but that is life. i am a sensitive human being who is so far from perfect. when im upset im not going to act happy and fake it to please others. call me selfish if you will. if you cant accept me with all...
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so i have been in a bad mood lately. i sometimes let things get to me more then they should but that is life. i am a sensitive human being who is so far from perfect. when im upset im not going to act happy and fake it to please others. call me selfish if you will. if you cant accept me with all...
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zoidberg79:
every life is boring....
if a life is not boring is not surely gonna last too much...
if a life is not boring is not surely gonna last too much...
beretta:
OMG...hahaha...we have soooo much in common that i never realized before....3, 5, 7, 8 (I do now), 11, 13, 15, 16, 19, and 20!!! We're TWINS!!!!!!!!!