deanislegend

Well... I went out Friday night and I'm not sure if it was fun or not? I got drunk, played pool and danced but I didn't speak to anyone "new". I think I've got to up my game a bit. One of my really close friends moves to Munich in a month and another friend who lived close to me has moved away, it's dawning on me that I'm going to be left on my own and that's when I'm at my worst.

I start University again in September and know there'll be opportunities then, I just need to make sure that I don't back down like a little bitch and just act myself. I'm dreading the unfamiliarity and uncomfortableness (not a word) of the first few weeks though.

I never used to dread social interaction...