hey guys.... so im sorry about not posting alot lately (lisa
...).... but i have been pretty much kicked off of aol... yeah im still on... but my bitch of a mother put me on kids... so i cant do ANYTHING... im on my friends/co-workers comp right now... tom. iam suppose to be able to use tiff's ... but not for sure.... im so fucking piseed of at life this hole month pretty much...im still haveing sex dreams about jessica
... havent talk to john still and havent talked to the bitch called amanda that fucking betrayed me... yeah i found out even more about the shit she has been talking about me... god i could kill her... not really tho... i love her to much.... but yeah... ill write more tom. if i can... love you guys


While things seem challenging now, they are not as grim as they appear. Hang in there and be patient. It sounds like you're not really willing to let go of your friendships and you may want to make amends. Just realize that no friendship or relationship is perfect. But, you have to know when to pull the plug.
Hope you're able to post again soon. Please keep us posted. We're here for you.