Welp I went to the military vehicle show and flea market yesterday. I know I'm a dork for doing so but I love miltary canvas bags especially vintage ones. And i finally completed my WW2 paratrooper field uniform I'm going to wear to a swing dance in august but well I have doubts that my date still wants to go with me or not 
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clover:
hey how are ya. I am going to Rainbow in Dover on 13 along the highway, I've been in there before with friends getting tattoos. Its very clean, and its private, the other place I looked at originally was all open and I didn't like that, I don't want everyone walking in to be able to see me getting it. I also would recommend Mystery Ink in Middletown.
maitressedemence:
glad you had fun at the show and flea market
so i thought i told everybody but here it is again. I got diagnosed by a miltary medic whos been at his preffession for aver 20 yrs . hes also my best pa that i ever had when i was in the miltary but he said i have a touch of Asbestosis from workign around and in building with old insulation,,,plus most of the bleeding...
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maitressedemence:
sorry to hear about that asbestosis.. that really sucks... sounds like the makings of a law suit to me...
ok so I found out I'm not going to die as soon as i was ,,but they said wha ti got shaves 20yrs off my life,,but hey I'll most likely die ina car wreck before that so I'm set.
somebody commented on me having a crush on Benni ,,,but hey I'm not goign to actively pursue someone unless theyshow interest in me. I mean yeah...
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somebody commented on me having a crush on Benni ,,,but hey I'm not goign to actively pursue someone unless theyshow interest in me. I mean yeah...
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maitressedemence:
i have a crush on ALL the sg girls!!! lol
Glad you aren't gonna die tomorrow... what did the doctor say you have that's gonna shave 20 years?
Glad you aren't gonna die tomorrow... what did the doctor say you have that's gonna shave 20 years?
I"m dying , of what yo say well probably cancer or asbestosis. as of a few weeks ago before ihad i my cold i would hack up blood now it seems more and more frequent . my family has a history of cancer and i have no doubt i have it now. i would get a second opinion but i have no insurance. Its creppy...
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thejuanupsman:
I think you are gonna be ok, I can relate to how you feel, but I know benni get's a lot of comments and it is hard for her to keep up with them all, plus she has work and other stuff. I can't imagine what it would be like having a chrush on someone who is that far away, maybe you should comment on the boards or go in the chat room. Most people can find people to talk to on the site if they just get over their initial reluctance. Hope you feel better soon.
maitressedemence:
um... cancer at age 21? it's possibly but not likely.... i know it's rare.. but coughing up blood could be a sign of tuberculosis... i'd go get checked if i were you....
well hmm don't know what to say today cept i almost died yesterday at work , a 300lb peice of machinary fell thru the ceiling mising me by 3 inches. lucky you say , most likely no. I do sometimes invite death but death never comes to the party that is my dumbass life. I've found myself though wishing for a quick end now but...
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maitressedemence:
thanks for the email... maryland sucks huh lol i don't know where edgewood is... have you joined the sgcc or sgdc groups? they do lots of fun stuff... you should go...
things going better, lungs are startign todry up a litle so thats goood cause i ain't hacking so much cause of this cold. Iheard back from benni which made me happy but also made me feel like a bit of a jackass cause I'd e-mailed alot fearing the worst that I losther as a freind casue well things like that have happened outside the internet...
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yep still sick but i have to start going back to work.
I feel like I'm cursed casue i look into things too much and I assume too much too soon. I'm quick to make friends but even quicker i loose them i don't meen to though.
I think i ruined my friendship with Benni casue i e-mailed too much and now i feel like...
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but i have to start going back to work.
I feel like I'm cursed casue i look into things too much and I assume too much too soon. I'm quick to make friends but even quicker i loose them i don't meen to though.
I think i ruined my friendship with Benni casue i e-mailed too much and now i feel like...
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benni:
dammit todd, settle down! hehehe...you didn't do anything wrong, i'm still your friend, and yes, you're reading a little too much into the silence... i've been pretty busy, getting back to work and trying to get all my bills and stuff for this month squared away... i promise i'm not upset with you at all, and hopefully i'll get a chance to e-mail you tonight... if not tonight, tomorrow for sure. no worries! happy!
still sick feel like I'm gonna die. Lungs screwed up. I feel like i wanna stick a rotor rooter down them and clean them out.
I feel all alone. and it haunts me. The few freinds i have don't call they say "I'd rather wait for someone to contact me" If i didn't call tehm i'd have no "freinds'
I feel all alone. and it haunts me. The few freinds i have don't call they say "I'd rather wait for someone to contact me" If i didn't call tehm i'd have no "freinds'
I feel like I'm dying here. this cold is kicking my ass and I ain't got no one to talk to anymore cause they are al away
mislaid:
i'm sorry should i send you some sunshine?
should i send you some sunshine?passed out with severe allergies, will be back in 3 days. Hopefully I'll wake up from time to time