I still feel shitty. I need a hug and someone to love damn it.
I really wished someone would love me , alot of people have love but they are fools and dont know that tehy have love or they dont appreciate it. Thentheres also that whoel group that confuses lustwith love and wel there jsut the people who fuck all the time. I'm not...
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I really wished someone would love me , alot of people have love but they are fools and dont know that tehy have love or they dont appreciate it. Thentheres also that whoel group that confuses lustwith love and wel there jsut the people who fuck all the time. I'm not...
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clover:
MTV is full of dumb ass shows like Room Raiders
o2bnlove:
I'm so sorry you're feeling badly, kitten.
Yup so I've totally fucking alienated myself here and well Ijsut really want to die right nwo because well I beleive I've lost another freind since well her and her ex hooked back up which meens msot likely shell never see me again ( thats the way it alwasy happens ). So that sucsk and I put all that work inot that ottman for nothing...
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deadsweetheart:
yeah I'm alve I spun the chamber and puled the trigger 6 times and wel thats the only luck I have i guess ,,,i cant die for some damn reason ,,,,worse things have happened and wel they havent killed me either. I went to a pipe in my basement later and pulle dhte trigger 3 tiems and the third time it went off so it was loaded.
I really need to write some poetry damn it.
Todd
I really need to write some poetry damn it.
Todd
boo1:
Fuck that stupid bitch. SHe'll be miserable anyway......getting back with yer ex is ALWAYS a bad idea, look at my situation
okie doke so my body is healing up after the whole Zest soap incident. Never again will iuse that soap.
I'm giving The ottoman to JamieLee for free actualy all i asked her in return is a hug. since well i dont liek asking for stuff from people in return.
The depression I had is slowly getting less which is nice but i stil got...
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I'm giving The ottoman to JamieLee for free actualy all i asked her in return is a hug. since well i dont liek asking for stuff from people in return.
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deadsweetheart:
YKNOW WHAT FUCK IT ALL JSUT FUCK IT ALL < BECASUE ALL I SEEM TO DO IS GET EVERYBODY PISSED AT ME NO MATTER WHAT> I REALLY DO SOMETIMES WISH I COULD DROWN MY FUCKING SORROWS IN A BOTTLE OR PILL
by the way the message above is not directed at everyone
TOdd
by the way the message above is not directed at everyone
TOdd
deadsweetheart:
yes I probably am loosing a freind I meen cmon she told me that when she was with him she never got to hang outwith her freinds and that she broek up wiht him becasue he was alwasy making fun of her faults. and that she didnt want to date anyone at all . 
If anyone neds me I'll be playing russian roulette
Todd
If anyone neds me I'll be playing russian roulette
Todd
Okie doke I'm never using Zest soap ever again ,,becasue aparenty some CERTAIN parts of my body are sensitve to that. Lets jsut say almsot liek a chemical burn owwwwwwwwww.
In other news I finally got the Ottoman almost fully done for JamieLee so that kept me minimaly sane over the weekend I worked from liek 10am to 8pm on it on sunday to get...
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In other news I finally got the Ottoman almost fully done for JamieLee so that kept me minimaly sane over the weekend I worked from liek 10am to 8pm on it on sunday to get...
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maitressedemence:
home made furniture is the best... 
sorry i didn't even see that you posted your number... i missed your last journal.. i've been really busy lately
sorry i didn't even see that you posted your number... i missed your last journal.. i've been really busy lately
mercie:
hmm the whole point of drinking absinthe is to hallucinate and whatnot. too bad it didn't happen that way. but it was still fun to drink regardless, what with the whole process on preparing it to drink. plus it got me pretty rocked either way. so what about it possibly killing you. you can go outside and take a drive in your car and possibly be killed. does that mean we don't drive? no. you see my point.
its sunday I'm still alone but at least I'm not bored out of my skull < i picked up hte wood for the ottoman I'm making jamie lee, and I checked my mail in here as usual no mail at all. I checked peoples jouranls, Benni posted some pics in hers and I swear if ihad like a teleport machine or if she lived here...
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yummysugah:
m 6st months membership is about to end
jessielynn:
Well, I was born and raised in Baltimore and then I moved away about 4 years ago...Hm...My face looks familiar huh? I wonder if we've ever run into one another before. Strange...
Anyhow, I'd give you a hug or a kiss on the cheek if I could. I don't like it when people get depressed. I'm sorry darlin'.
Feel better okay?
Anyhow, I'd give you a hug or a kiss on the cheek if I could. I don't like it when people get depressed. I'm sorry darlin'.
Feel better okay?
And its get worse much much worse tehylet me off for the weekend intead of just sunday and well I'm teh only one homeand everyone else is either working or away for the wekend. Plus I learned about a few really bad things happening to a person on here so I'm really sad right now I tried going out but well I ran into some...
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I feeel so fucking lonely today I dunno why
I thinkit may be partly casue well I dunno if this one person on here likes me or jsut sees me as another person on her huge list of peopel to talk to. Partly I'm afraid of becoming just anohte rname on a huge lsit to be lost in hte files and forgotten. This girl isnt...
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I thinkit may be partly casue well I dunno if this one person on here likes me or jsut sees me as another person on her huge list of peopel to talk to. Partly I'm afraid of becoming just anohte rname on a huge lsit to be lost in hte files and forgotten. This girl isnt...
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maitressedemence:
if i got up at 5am, i'd be ready to go to bed at like 6pm... i get up at 7 now, and i usually take a nap around 2... i don't sleep well...
jamielee:
I hope you feel better soon. Depression is no fun at all!
So when I was talking to Jamie Lee the other day she said that Her ex BF had taken alot of furniture with him when he moved out so as a gesture of Kindness ( and to fill up my spare time) I'm making her an Ottoman over the next few sundays. An ottoman is like a large footrest that can double as a small...
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jamielee:
Pick whatever material tickles your fancy, but my favorite color is red, just in case anything red tickles your fancy!
mercie:
the way i heard the joke was Why are MEN and hardwood floors the same? Because if you lay them right the first time you can walk all over them for years.
oke doke so i got to meet JamieLee last ngiht and she was a really nice person and we ate chinese food at the Hunan Schechuan resturaunt near towson Wel talked for a bit It was nice to have an actual intelligent converasation wiht someone . SHe s trying to try out for being an SG soon so sendd her best wishes everybody out there....
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mercie:
why wouldn't you think I was nice? I am nice. Just a little fuckin psycho now and then. 
Check the new journal, ALMOST done..... workin hard on this one....
Check the new journal, ALMOST done..... workin hard on this one....
jamielee:
Thanks for the well-wishes about SG!
so i just woke up from having a dreama bout streaking allthe kidds from my clas of 2000 year . but it was weird the dream started out me just being naked at a assembly and i couldn't figure out and i even ran right past a cop in the dream.I mustve been running fo r like 10 minutes but i never did find my...
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jamielee:
hahaha....streaking the class of 2000? Thats classic! I always have topless dreams for some reason...weird....!
mercie:
eeeeeeewwwww hot dogs are made of lips and assholes. I don't eat meat but ice cream sounds good.
I'm updating my journal now, I'm ok at the present, but rapid cycling bipolar isn't easy to handle my man. Its looking up right now, check back in a few and see my happier journal entry.
I don't eat meat but ice cream sounds good.
I'm updating my journal now, I'm ok at the present, but rapid cycling bipolar isn't easy to handle my man. Its looking up right now, check back in a few and see my happier journal entry.