So yet again I am going to the swing dance this friday wish me luck , las time i met a new freind and we e-mail occasionally but shes bit buisy so that sucsk.
I miss my best freidn Hollly SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUCH I get to see her in a few weeks and well I think i might cry tears of joy when i see her...
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I miss my best freidn Hollly SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUCH I get to see her in a few weeks and well I think i might cry tears of joy when i see her...
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o2bnlove:
Awww! 
o2bnlove:
So, how did it go!?
I swingdanced last night it was really fun althuogh i tripped over my own feet twice , oh well. I really need a partner to come with me one day though casue i still feel extremely nervous. But I'll be going back next week so I hope i can get the steps down.
Todd
Todd
o2bnlove:
You don't know how proud I am of you!!!!!
ok Imay not be onhere as much so hereswhat i'm doing if you want to get in contact with me jsut e-mail me ok . If i dont write in your journal dont be upset I still think the people on my freinds list are the greatest and well if your on and I'm on jsut IM me.
heres what ive gotplanned for the next...
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I'm takinga break from SG a week long again. Ive got alot stresses in my life right nwo what with planning some stuff for teh month of september and october. I need some time to think.
Todd
"we dance to all the wrong songs, we enjoy all teh wrong moves, were not leading" Refused ( the shape of punk to come)
Todd
"we dance to all the wrong songs, we enjoy all teh wrong moves, were not leading" Refused ( the shape of punk to come)
I'm hurting physically tonight ,,,my dad almost burnt out my eyepball with some welding stuff today , luckily my eyeball was saved by the contact lens catching the brunt of it. it stil sting though . and my dad didnt evensay he was sorry 
my best friend is deleting messages i send her too and i dont know why. it makes me sad i knwoi...
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my best friend is deleting messages i send her too and i dont know why. it makes me sad i knwoi...
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o2bnlove:
Todd, everything is all right. I removed your comments from my journal because they seemed too personal. I'm just looking out for you, dear one.
bi_photo_chick:
I will be your friend...I like everyone...
my ffreind holyl got her b-day gift from me today , i had to send it early casue of well certain circumstances. but anywas i'm glad she got it I know whati sent sounds dumb but well she lieks retro stuff so i worked alot of extra hours to pay for a reproduction WW2 Womens Auxillary Corps unifrom complete with the littel brown shoes too....
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o2bnlove:
Everything fits *perfectly,* and let me tell you...I look fucking HOT in that uniform. <sigh> People knew how to dress back then.
shera:
hi...I think you tried to email me...but that account was turned off...try to email now....it should work
so its been about a week and well I'm happy casue I'm going to get toseemy freind holly again in few weeks YAAAAAAAY 
Ima get a raise soon which is god news and I also am going to the renasaince faire this year , possibly witha special guest too
anyways i gotto go there making me work saturday morning those bastards
your pal
Todd
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Ima get a raise soon which is god news and I also am going to the renasaince faire this year , possibly witha special guest too
anyways i gotto go there making me work saturday morning those bastards
your pal
Todd
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o2bnlove:
I got the package in the mail today...THANK YOU!!!!!!
ok so umm i am taking my leave of absence from SG for a week.
I might be able to see holly again one day which does make me happy.
umm id beter goand eat dinner now
Todd
I might be able to see holly again one day which does make me happy.
umm id beter goand eat dinner now
Todd
I'm taking a leave of absence from SG. A week or so. I have some things to think over and there are thigns i must say to certain people in a careful matter.
To holly or o2bnlove I will be sending you your birthday gift soon in teh mail , no return address. There will be a note inside of the jacket in the inner...
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To holly or o2bnlove I will be sending you your birthday gift soon in teh mail , no return address. There will be a note inside of the jacket in the inner...
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Should Ijsut kill myself ? If i did tehn it would end alot of peoples troubles with me since i woudl be out of the picture permanately. Part of me wants to csaue tehn my ones freind's husband wouldnt be mad at ehr for seeing me anymore and it wouldcalm any of the waves i csaued . a partof me doesnt want to do it...
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clover:
that would be much appreciated, I would try to do what I can to help you out although I don't know how much help I could be in this situation because your friend doesn't know me....how seriously is she going to take my advice??
o2bnlove:
Killing yourself is not an option. You need to see a therapist ASAP.
My husband isn't mad at you for seeing me, nor is he mad at me. He's just creeped out by you, and frankly, so am I. Your reaction to recent events is WAY out of proportion to the events themselves. You need to calm down, my dear.
You form deep attachments to people so quickly that it makes them uncomfortable. It makes *me* uncomfortable. It's a shame that your loving and giving nature, which is a big part of what makes you wonderful, is also a part of what makes you come across as creepy.
You have to give people space. You have to give *me* space. You can't blame my husband for not wanting his wife to hang out alone with a handsome 22-year-old man.
That said, there is no reason we can't be friends, and I'm hoping to see you soon at some event where we can hang out and talk and laugh.
My husband isn't mad at you for seeing me, nor is he mad at me. He's just creeped out by you, and frankly, so am I. Your reaction to recent events is WAY out of proportion to the events themselves. You need to calm down, my dear.
You form deep attachments to people so quickly that it makes them uncomfortable. It makes *me* uncomfortable. It's a shame that your loving and giving nature, which is a big part of what makes you wonderful, is also a part of what makes you come across as creepy.
You have to give people space. You have to give *me* space. You can't blame my husband for not wanting his wife to hang out alone with a handsome 22-year-old man.
That said, there is no reason we can't be friends, and I'm hoping to see you soon at some event where we can hang out and talk and laugh.