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so now evania comes and apologizes to me over teh net , and i keep on telling her , its not that she got another guy to date , its teh fact taht I had to come to her to find out. But she apparently thought it was because i wanted to get seriosus , and no thats not it at all I never wanted...
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so now i'm down to one girl i date. I was takeing out 2 and tehy both knew about eachother and what i did with the other ones and really the pants never came off( on my side) with either girl. I only only found out that teh other girl had a permanent BF now by me calling up and finding it out in passing...
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so I looks like a coal mine worker today since I'm govered to teh gills with soo that going to take me all weekend to wash out. The reason being for all of this is becasue we worked on taking an old oil furnace out of a building today. I smell like the fuel oil too its smells like deisel.

In ther news I'm still...
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So i dunno why but i'm depressed as shit lately , it started aroudn 4am ( eyah i woke up that early) on sunday morning and i havent been able to shake it. Its weird though i have nothign to be depressed about right now emotionally i meen. But its liek inside my mind i'm sinking into quicksand. Maybe its casue of the abnormal weather....
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I'm going out looking for an antique camera for a freinds birthday at this one antique shp i usually go to ( i found a 48 star flag there last time for cheap). Afterwards I'm supposed to meet member GloryBox at a Ska show in towson , which i hope to meet up with her before hand csaue i really dont want to go in...
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i keep on wondering why is it in the hookup area where it says members in your area do I keep on coming Up , I meen I know I'm here.

Other than that my car has slowed down on leaking coolant so YAAAY. I dont knwo why , but i like this one No DOubt song that i saw on a music video dvd...
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So other than the elbowing in the face incident back on christmas and a swollen lip, i'm fine. I'm waitng for my freind evania to come back from peurto rico so i can hopefully take her to a swing dance next week since i finally have a snazzy 1940s looking outfit.

Gawd I feel alone on the net at times csaue no one is ever...
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Ok so christmas didnt go that well, Because I visited one of the girls ive been taking out and i get there and shes alone , and drunk, but not a fun drunk, shes stumbling everywhere , looking down constatnly,slurring her words , and she rolled over while we were in her bedroom watching Seven Samurai and she elbowed me in the face and almost...
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so i got a gift from the girl that ive been taking out for christmas so that makes me happy. Also the viynls i sent SG Sicily finally got to her so that makes me more happy ( casue they were originally meant for a friend from awhile ago but me and her broke our freindship , long story. But now at least somebody will...
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so ive figured ive jsut figured otuhow small gas explosions can make teh sound of a machine gun.

Todd