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So I finally told teh one girl i had a crush on that i had a crush on her. Problem thuogh is i told her too late and shes interested in someone else right now. which doesn have me a little down but at least i got all of that off my chest and she didnt mind that i asked at least. oh well such...
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I hate it that people take for granted that other peopel call tehm up. Me i get completed enthused when somebody calls casue well nobody ever calls me, it meens that someone actualyl took 5 seconds out of their day jsut to call and see how i was or wanted to hang out and everything. I do feela bit neglected thugh when nobdy ever cals...
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I dunno why , i jsut feel so inadequate in life right now. Like everytime i try to do something for a freind or somebody i like it always goes wrong.

it was snowing al yesterday and i took a long walk. it was desolate ouside i was the only one out there. I felt too alone. I wanted to build a snowman but i...
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more and more pics yaay . so ive been adding some but it takes awhile since i have to reduce each to 100k . but heyits worth it for some people to see the stuff i do.

god i'm so friggin tired. i wanna sjut die , 2 days no sleep for 2 nights , and both days i worked outin10 degree waether on a...
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ok i got new pics up in my folder so check em out.

still goingto that poe reading on sunda anyone wants any info on it jsut ask me.

Todd

So feather wrote me back whihc makes me really happy cause now i knwo i didnt screw up anything and she lieks me as a freind so yaay.

I'm going to block my ex and my sister from e-mailing me csaue well i'm tired of them sending me e-mails to put me down.

Theres an edgar allen poe reading i might go to sunday i...
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so feather got accepted yaay. but apaprently i'm not goign to get to do her next set Man i feel guilty now like i said somethng wrong ,,,,,,,,why do i always fuck things up no matter what , i'm liek some huge ass jinx And my sister is still putting me down in e-mails now. plus I got that ex date fucking wiht my head...
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theyd better friggin approvemy freind feather , it will make me so pissed if they dont csaue shes the nicest person ive met by far on here and shes really really hot too. If tehy dont approve her i will make them rue the day that tehy didnt . tehy will pay oh yes they will pay.

anywas ather than that i'm still pissed at...
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I hate my fucking sister shes a fucking snob, literally rich snob , she owns horses , trains them , lives in manions , hob knobs with the snobs of maryland and vast abroad. She alwasy think that her opinion is right and correct and your not whatsoever.

I told my sister about the one girl on here that wants me to photoshoot her and...
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so last night i met feather and she was really really nice and I'll have to admit she was pretty dang hot too. I was nervous as hell just hanging out withher as jsut freinds thgouh casue it was my first time meeting her and i was severly afraid of fucking thngs up the whole time . She said shed let me photoshoot her one...
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