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So a dear freind of mine might have cancer( she finds out tommorw) ,,,but she lives so far away ( liek several states) alli can do is send card ,,,i jsut feel a card is sooo pituful i men ,,i just wish i could be there for her in person even if it were just to hold her hand. she did get my gift i...
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So i jsut got news my friend in utah got the stuff i sent her. SO umm YAAAY..... Althugh shes getign sick again and may have to have surgery whihc makes me sad ,,i jsut wish i could do something for her but i live so far away. She will be on my mind and in my heart . If i prayed i woudl pray...
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teh otehr night i sanped and i typed some stuff on here thugh that well upon alter talking toafriend apaprently it made me sound crazy as hell. you can hit the back button at teh bottom of this jouranl entry and read it . but well i jsut dunno why what that girl showed me made me feel like somethign was eating away at my...
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Its 1 am , i cant sleep ,,, my sotmach is slowly churning upsets and acid eats away at me from teh indide i probably be gettign an ulcer tongiht. Why you may as well know cause of a girl as stupid as it sounds . Evania ,,me and her went out for a lil last year and weve been pretty good freinds since then...
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I helped catch and free a bat froma ladys house we were working in today, we were fixing her AC tehn al teh sudden heard the lady screming downstairs b ut all it was was a tiny tiny bat no bigger than a mouse , it was brown bat ,,all small and furry everyone else wanted to smash it but i said no and got...
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So lets see whats happeing in my litel world well hmm well an 18 guage peice of wire got jammed and inch into my thumb today. i meen i know thats not that big but my thumb is sore as hell right now soevery time i hit the sapce bar it numbingly hurts alot..

Looked at one of the new SG sets ,, the new...
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So im going to saysome good stuff today. Satruday im going ot see flogging Molly whihc im sure ive told everyone already . Im wondering though should i dress with an irish t-shirt or an pirate t-shirt? i dont ahve any of the bands t-shirts due to teh fact that hot topic charged friggin 19 dolalrs for them sometimes whihc is stupid as shit.

Then...
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So today i went down to fells poitn to get a gift certificate for someone im aqainatnces wth now ( we were freinds but weve since drifted apart). I talked oa girl at a store caleld The 9th Life, tehgirl there was the ownser and she was really nice and even looked over my portfolio and told me she could get me some models so...
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so things between me and rosa i think have flatlined ,,but oh well shit liek that happens i cant dweel on it ,,i did for a few days and now its time to move on.

In other news somethig came in the Mail today that made me UBer happy and i got it from oneof the people on my freinds lsit but im nto telling...
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