ok so for years ive wanted to get a tatoos but msotly it was eiterh a money problem , i didnt liek the shop , or no one wanted to go with me . so last ngith i went with my aqaintance tarryn and she got hers and i decided to fork out a lil money and geta skelton keyhoel tattoed over my heart. admittidly...
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I got my first card in years today for the holidays it was a postacrd from Song thank you song yaaaay.
its supposed ot snow tommorw really bad then after taht freezing rain. i ahve to go to the club tommorw too..argh stress. Hope i dont ahve an anxiety attack while im there ( i dont wig out i just feel liek im gona spew)...
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its supposed ot snow tommorw really bad then after taht freezing rain. i ahve to go to the club tommorw too..argh stress. Hope i dont ahve an anxiety attack while im there ( i dont wig out i just feel liek im gona spew)...
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lemuria:
its snowing pretty hard outside right now. stay calm at the club and hooray for a card in the mail! 
so im all confused nwo she was mad a t me but now shes nto ,, and were stil friends and goddess im about to have a fucking breakdown . im not messageing her anymore though casue its gets worse cause i say all the wrong words though. teh heartbreak is gone but in its stead is a large ffeling of inadequacy becasue shes 32...
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lycoris:
Eep, sounds like you're having a rough time of it. Here's hoping the solstice brings you peace, stability, renewal, centredness and happiness.
song:
darling your comment made my day......i just wish i could make you feel better too
So i may no longer be woelcome at the club ,, the girl i loved hates me now and wellmy socail life is now in shambles. Im really seriously considering shooting myself.
Todd
PS if your bored send me a hiya at myspace
Todd
PS if your bored send me a hiya at myspace
lemuria:
im sorry youre upset. dont shoot yourself though unless youre talking about taking a picture. im all for that if its what you mean. 
im sorry youre upset. dont shoot yourself though unless youre talking about taking a picture. im all for that if its what you mean.
malinko:
yeah its oretty damn scary
aww im sorry! *hugs*
my social life lacks to.. only have one friend that i seen now!
aww im sorry! *hugs*
my social life lacks to.. only have one friend that i seen now!
i think i'm leading my heart to teh slaughter and ,,,,,it realyl realyl hurts . Kele De and Pixie were whispering about some guy tongiht. and later i saw the guy holding her hand. So i do beleive i may be leading my heart to the slaughter with her. Shes the first woman ive truly opened my heart to in 3 long years and now...
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song:
i've come to the conclusion that you're a big flirt
[Edited on Dec 05, 2005 12:45PM]
[Edited on Dec 05, 2005 12:45PM]
song:
i didn't say that
geting ready for the club tongiht , lets see black pants , black tuxedo shirt, black on black converse allstars, black vest , pocketwatch, maroon velvet jacket, top hat, bracelet made by Roethke , and my overcoat cause its gonna be really really fucking cold outside on the way to there. sadly im gona have to leave before closing due to the fact that im...
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lemuria:
it is quite chilly out there tonight. i just got home from driving through a crazy blizzard. slick roads in parts. 
be careful and have fun!
be careful and have fun! welp i finished most of my christmas shopping there are jsuta few loose ends to fillup mainly you guys casue some of you i dont know what you want ( plus i dont knwo any of your addresses save one). I cant spend too much casue the starter in my car broke though and well now its a two perosn operation starting my car involving...
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malinko:
thanks
i hope i get money before xmas ,,,shiit lol!
i hope i get money before xmas ,,,shiit lol!
teh club went well last night saw Kele De which made me happy i finally fessedup about tht poem i wrote a few weeks abck and told her it was for her ,,i hadnt said that in my blog on myspace casue i feared she wouldntve liked it. but she told me she liked it so i told her it was for her ( whihc...
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malinko:
I just found it off that he pulled away..
like he is shy and stuff but I felt so embrassed lol!
but least he said to call...
like he is shy and stuff but I felt so embrassed lol!
but least he said to call...
song:
i've been looking for you everywhere.phooy.
me and her talked again and she said more than likely shed never do it again ever. so that cheers me u[p a bit . the apprently saved the second pumpkin pie i made and its staying at the club and my freind is goign to give it out to the people at the members only bondage and S&M night thats at the same club...
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whitewidow:
Yeah - I think when I am healed enough to actually train on the aero medivac job...then I am gone I even get to train in the states for a while too
Kisses
I even get to train in the states for a while too
Kisses
lemuria:
thank you for your answers. it would be cool to do a rubbing at the poe cemetary and get the exact design. 
wow! you played the cello? that seems like its tough. it might be cause im so short that it seems tough to me. funny story about the comet. when i was about eleven or twelve i went on it against my own wishes (peer pressure is a bitch) well, right where it does all those little hills that lift you off your seat i puked all over my friends father who was sitting behind me. it was terrible. i avoided that ride at all costs for the next 10 years and then i tried again and loved it!! i went on a few times it was so fun. wooden roller coasters are the best. i like that sidewinder one that they have there too. hersheys chocolate hersheys chocolate hersheys chocolate world! i used to have such a fear of the oven part of the chocolate world ride!
wow! you played the cello? that seems like its tough. it might be cause im so short that it seems tough to me. funny story about the comet. when i was about eleven or twelve i went on it against my own wishes (peer pressure is a bitch) well, right where it does all those little hills that lift you off your seat i puked all over my friends father who was sitting behind me. it was terrible. i avoided that ride at all costs for the next 10 years and then i tried again and loved it!! i went on a few times it was so fun. wooden roller coasters are the best. i like that sidewinder one that they have there too. hersheys chocolate hersheys chocolate hersheys chocolate world! i used to have such a fear of the oven part of the chocolate world ride! no woman will EVER have feelings for me ...............
I realized this tonigth after going to hug kel de goodbye for the nihht and usaulyl she thnks its sweet that i kiss her on the hand but this time she acted liek ti as tedious ,,, maybe it was what she drank i dunno ,, me and her also had a discussiona bout drugs ealrei...
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I realized this tonigth after going to hug kel de goodbye for the nihht and usaulyl she thnks its sweet that i kiss her on the hand but this time she acted liek ti as tedious ,,, maybe it was what she drank i dunno ,, me and her also had a discussiona bout drugs ealrei...
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ceejae37875:
its really odd to hear that other people feel the same way that i do. its amazing. im not sure how to respond considering im terrible at making friends and conversation in a note/letter. anyways you sound like me....we should talk more
kinkerbelle:
oww! 
thanks for the offer, ill have to take you up on that sometime.