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so im feling a lil better ,,,got pixies b-day coming up friday at the club but im not staying all night again thats for sure. I am goig to give pixie her gift of a vintage 1930s singer sewing machine thats portable in the case. ITs missing knee board though. so im gonanhve to give her the singer phone number to get that dang part....
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So last ngith i crashed and burned at teh club i was fellng kindof down casue well everytime i tryed to talk to someone they already had someone they wanted to be with and talk to the whole nigh ,,,and well i figured maybe giving peopel somethgn woudl cheer me up so i offered to buy everybody in teh club 200 dolalrs worth of drinks.anything...
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MY MOM KILLED THE COMPUTER. i wake up monday mornign to fidn my mom on teh phone with msn and appartelty she couldnt acessa disk so they adivesed her ot reinstall all programs and erase everthing else ... so she did that ,,,but it turns ot the disk she was tryign to acess that casues all this trouble was jsut worn out ,,,she didnt have...
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Ok so friday ngiht went okay for me at least but otehr peopel were worse for wear. Pixie was drunkand upset with everyhting in her life overwhelming her and she didnt have a tissue to i ripped out the liner of my jacket to sue as a tissue so she could dry her tears . Then KelDe was feeling sick and i felt her forehead...
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so anywasy yo all heard about the show in my last entry so im still a little bit happy about that.

I foudn a human tooth today underneath a house ,,there werent any other bones besides the tooth ,,but it was a adult incisor. its old thugh and had apprently been there for awhile.

other than that its beena pretty tame boring as crap day...
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So the concert SUnday well meeting anyone there was a dlop my freind tarryn coudlnt go casue she was at a battel fo teh bands thing , then Lauren couldnt go but thast casue of distance so i diodnt mind that . pixie coundt go casue of work and Kele de as usuall wouldnt take me up on my offer jsut to hang out outside...
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So friday was foggy as anyhting liek i coldnt see 50 ft away from me it was weird i felt liek time had gone back i was awaiting a carage or horseman to appear out of the fog it was that thick you couldt see headlights or anyhtng anywhere ,,i loved it , plus i looked up and it was full moon and well had...
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God im so friggin Happy , Sg Roethke mailed me some skull flower broaches and a late christmas gift of a mix cd among other things and well that snapped me out of my my depression ive been haveing the past few months which i had been taking out on myself for sooo long. But now im happy. i men so what if that girl...
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SOOOOOOOOO friggin tired ,,but cant go to sleep and wont yawn ,,ive been up for 3 days straight and no im nto on anyhtng and havent even had any caffeine. went to club friday night took my freind Tarryn who originally thought all teh peopel at goth clubs were depressed ,,she foudn out that im pretty much the only really depressed person there everybody else...
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Today i got electrocuted , not on purpose , by accident by not one time but 7 fucking times . the back story to this is that well we went ontoa floode dbasement to see waht was casueignhte leaking casue they blamed hte heater ,,but it wasnt the heater it was the water heater and every now and then we install tehm so we told...
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