So back still screwed up i ahve one mroe chiropractors appointment on monday ,,sucsk casue i ahve to move that ffurniture out the studio and to my house sunday. I tried my best to find home for eht faintig cahir and sidebaord chirs but no one seems to want to keep them for me. So theyll have to sit in the corner. A friend wants me to come out at 11:30 pm to say goodby eto her casue shes moving away ,,, im kindof not scared but worreid about my personaly saftey casue she wants me to met her at a goth club that welllets jstu say im nto too popular in.
I realyl hat eit that peopel are geting distant again when i talkt o tehm and i foudn out a few more have drug habits again
wish there was someoen that i coudl hang out with allthe tiem that i coudl trust but everyone either lives far away that i trust or the oens that do live ehr e dont ahve the time for me ,,i dont meen to seem needy ,,,its jsut kindfo well blah when you ahve to sit at home msot weekends and theres nothing to do
sorry im ranting and im tired and in pain. by the gods i need a hug
T
I realyl hat eit that peopel are geting distant again when i talkt o tehm and i foudn out a few more have drug habits again
wish there was someoen that i coudl hang out with allthe tiem that i coudl trust but everyone either lives far away that i trust or the oens that do live ehr e dont ahve the time for me ,,i dont meen to seem needy ,,,its jsut kindfo well blah when you ahve to sit at home msot weekends and theres nothing to do
sorry im ranting and im tired and in pain. by the gods i need a hug
T