Tuesday Apr 24, 2007

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frown I cant take it anymore im watching my freind Deconstruct herself with drugs ( massive amounts not just the recreational use shes gone habitual) and when i say stop it all she says is " you dont know the stress im under and until you know that then dont say anyhting to me ". I most liekly am goign to end the 7 year freindship ive had with her. ipour my heart out to ehr as a freind to stop i have held my tongue for years for fear of losing the freindship. I'm msot liekly seeing her sunday I'll probaly leave her a note befoer i leave her for the day telling her how much ive cared about her and worried for the past few years and ive stuckw ithher allthe way and she leaves screams of help and i try to help but whne i try she jsut forces me away and i knwo im nto a flickr inteh abyss of her life but i cant take this anymroe i knew htis was goign to happen eventually and allher other friends are enablers so its not liek they';ll make her stop . I duno if what im goign to do sunday though is wise decision or a stupid one ,,,,,,no one can ever say i didnt try

T
solveig:
*big hugs* I'm so sorry that you're going through this, maybe if you step back she will realize what's she's doing? is really hard to see someone you care destroy herself with drugs, believe me, I understand. When I broke up with my first boyfriend it was because of drugs, now that I think about it, it was better to go away than end up seeing him doing all that stuff.
I really love you and care about you, so take care honey! take a deep breath and do what your gut is telling you.
kay:
Hang in there sweetie, but also remember to take care of yourself too.

~cheers

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