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so umm yeah got invited to a ORGY the other day ,,,foudn taht rather an podd situation ,,i meen teh girl who invited me is hot but well she said mostly it was going to be her guy friends there and they woudl outnumber the girls so well first thin i cant stand being aroudn other naked guys ,,its ntoa homophobe thing i assure you its casue well ijsut never liked being around other naked guys even when i was inteh miltary i was glad we didnt have communal showers. Also well the next girl i do it with id rahte r it be someone i trust casue tehre is too much disease and drama that happens in baltimore from sex. Trust is my key factor and ther eare very few peopel i trust in the entire world. I think i have a lsit of 3 peopel i trust 1 is a memebr here Song one is a model here that ive known for almsot 3 years Roethke, and the other is a pen pal and tahts pretty much all teh peopel i trust. I dont give my trust of peopel out easily casue well so many peopel ive met have gone abck on their word on things. I do give them teh chance to gain my trust,,,its jsut hard

so today i go to teh trolley museam to scout it out for a shoot of a girl i know that im shooting in the spring so hopefulyl that turns out well and also i'm calling up my freind ida to see if she wants to go to the burlesque show on wednesday ,,as of yet i ahve no oen who wants the extra ticket.

3 peope ive known have gotten the valentines ive sent them and ive yet to receive a thank you i meen cmon it takes 3 seocnds to type a thank you wtf

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