seasonal depression hit me today at 4:10 pm hard ,,a tear rolled down my cheek and my heart shrivieled up inteh pit of my soul and well i realized I am alone today ,,im distant from all my relatives that stop by i dont liekthem they dont like me and all my freind that were local taht were gonna give me presents never did althguh i gave all of them presents up teh wazoo ,,,,i expecteda hug but got shrugged off and didnt even get that today 
the holidays have never been good to me i dont expect anyone to understand
T
the holidays have never been good to me i dont expect anyone to understand
T
solveig:
I understand you, even thought I'm close to my relatives, I always feel alone and holidays make me extremely sad. Don't feel depressed sweety, I'm sending you thousands of hugs.
luciefurr:
trust i understand more then you would imagine 