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So feather wrote me back whihc makes me really happy cause now i knwo i didnt screw up anything and she lieks me as a freind so yaay.

I'm going to block my ex and my sister from e-mailing me csaue well i'm tired of them sending me e-mails to put me down.

Theres an edgar allen poe reading i might go to sunday i...
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so feather got accepted yaay. but apaprently i'm not goign to get to do her next set Man i feel guilty now like i said somethng wrong ,,,,,,,,why do i always fuck things up no matter what , i'm liek some huge ass jinx And my sister is still putting me down in e-mails now. plus I got that ex date fucking wiht my head...
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theyd better friggin approvemy freind feather , it will make me so pissed if they dont csaue shes the nicest person ive met by far on here and shes really really hot too. If tehy dont approve her i will make them rue the day that tehy didnt . tehy will pay oh yes they will pay.

anywas ather than that i'm still pissed at...
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I hate my fucking sister shes a fucking snob, literally rich snob , she owns horses , trains them , lives in manions , hob knobs with the snobs of maryland and vast abroad. She alwasy think that her opinion is right and correct and your not whatsoever.

I told my sister about the one girl on here that wants me to photoshoot her and...
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so last night i met feather and she was really really nice and I'll have to admit she was pretty dang hot too. I was nervous as hell just hanging out withher as jsut freinds thgouh casue it was my first time meeting her and i was severly afraid of fucking thngs up the whole time . She said shed let me photoshoot her one...
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so now evania comes and apologizes to me over teh net , and i keep on telling her , its not that she got another guy to date , its teh fact taht I had to come to her to find out. But she apparently thought it was because i wanted to get seriosus , and no thats not it at all I never wanted...
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so now i'm down to one girl i date. I was takeing out 2 and tehy both knew about eachother and what i did with the other ones and really the pants never came off( on my side) with either girl. I only only found out that teh other girl had a permanent BF now by me calling up and finding it out in passing...
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so I looks like a coal mine worker today since I'm govered to teh gills with soo that going to take me all weekend to wash out. The reason being for all of this is becasue we worked on taking an old oil furnace out of a building today. I smell like the fuel oil too its smells like deisel.

In ther news I'm still...
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So i dunno why but i'm depressed as shit lately , it started aroudn 4am ( eyah i woke up that early) on sunday morning and i havent been able to shake it. Its weird though i have nothign to be depressed about right now emotionally i meen. But its liek inside my mind i'm sinking into quicksand. Maybe its casue of the abnormal weather....
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I'm going out looking for an antique camera for a freinds birthday at this one antique shp i usually go to ( i found a 48 star flag there last time for cheap). Afterwards I'm supposed to meet member GloryBox at a Ska show in towson , which i hope to meet up with her before hand csaue i really dont want to go in...
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i keep on wondering why is it in the hookup area where it says members in your area do I keep on coming Up , I meen I know I'm here.

Other than that my car has slowed down on leaking coolant so YAAAY. I dont knwo why , but i like this one No DOubt song that i saw on a music video dvd...
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