geting ready for the club tongiht , lets see black pants , black tuxedo shirt, black on black converse allstars, black vest , pocketwatch, maroon velvet jacket, top hat, bracelet made by Roethke , and my overcoat cause its gonna be really really fucking cold outside on the way to there. sadly im gona have to leave before closing due to the fact that im...
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lemuria:
it is quite chilly out there tonight. i just got home from driving through a crazy blizzard. slick roads in parts. 
be careful and have fun! 
be careful and have fun! welp i finished most of my christmas shopping there are jsuta few loose ends to fillup mainly you guys casue some of you i dont know what you want ( plus i dont knwo any of your addresses save one). I cant spend too much casue the starter in my car broke though and well now its a two perosn operation starting my car involving...
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malinko:
thanks
i hope i get money before xmas ,,,shiit lol!
i hope i get money before xmas ,,,shiit lol!
teh club went well last night saw Kele De which made me happy i finally fessedup about tht poem i wrote a few weeks abck and told her it was for her ,,i hadnt said that in my blog on myspace casue i feared she wouldntve liked it. but she told me she liked it so i told her it was for her ( whihc...
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malinko:
I just found it off that he pulled away..
like he is shy and stuff but I felt so embrassed lol!
but least he said to call...
like he is shy and stuff but I felt so embrassed lol!
but least he said to call...
song:
i've been looking for you everywhere.phooy.
me and her talked again and she said more than likely shed never do it again ever. so that cheers me u[p a bit . the apprently saved the second pumpkin pie i made and its staying at the club and my freind is goign to give it out to the people at the members only bondage and S&M night thats at the same club...
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whitewidow:
Yeah - I think when I am healed enough to actually train on the aero medivac job...then I am gone
I even get to train in the states for a while too
Kisses
I even get to train in the states for a while too
Kisses
lemuria:
thank you for your answers. it would be cool to do a rubbing at the poe cemetary and get the exact design. 
wow! you played the cello? that seems like its tough. it might be cause im so short that it seems tough to me. funny story about the comet. when i was about eleven or twelve i went on it against my own wishes (peer pressure is a bitch) well, right where it does all those little hills that lift you off your seat i puked all over my friends father who was sitting behind me. it was terrible. i avoided that ride at all costs for the next 10 years and then i tried again and loved it!! i went on a few times it was so fun. wooden roller coasters are the best. i like that sidewinder one that they have there too. hersheys chocolate hersheys chocolate hersheys chocolate world! i used to have such a fear of the oven part of the chocolate world ride!
wow! you played the cello? that seems like its tough. it might be cause im so short that it seems tough to me. funny story about the comet. when i was about eleven or twelve i went on it against my own wishes (peer pressure is a bitch) well, right where it does all those little hills that lift you off your seat i puked all over my friends father who was sitting behind me. it was terrible. i avoided that ride at all costs for the next 10 years and then i tried again and loved it!! i went on a few times it was so fun. wooden roller coasters are the best. i like that sidewinder one that they have there too. hersheys chocolate hersheys chocolate hersheys chocolate world! i used to have such a fear of the oven part of the chocolate world ride! no woman will EVER have feelings for me ...............
I realized this tonigth after going to hug kel de goodbye for the nihht and usaulyl she thnks its sweet that i kiss her on the hand but this time she acted liek ti as tedious ,,, maybe it was what she drank i dunno ,, me and her also had a discussiona bout drugs ealrei...
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I realized this tonigth after going to hug kel de goodbye for the nihht and usaulyl she thnks its sweet that i kiss her on the hand but this time she acted liek ti as tedious ,,, maybe it was what she drank i dunno ,, me and her also had a discussiona bout drugs ealrei...
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ceejae37875:
its really odd to hear that other people feel the same way that i do. its amazing. im not sure how to respond considering im terrible at making friends and conversation in a note/letter. anyways you sound like me....we should talk more
kinkerbelle:
oww! 
Nothing much upt today ,, I cant wait to see my 3 ,,,, ummi guess you wold call them friends ,,, at the club friday night. theres usauly food ( yknwo cheetos and chips and stuff) but i thught about making 2 pumpkin pies casue i love Baking. So ive asked the hostess, Kele De, if i could so nwo alli need is her approval....
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ok if your looking for the poem i wrote it s on yesterdays jouranl which you can still read by hitting the little back button at the bottom of my journal.
Nothing much up today Back on friday though Kele De was supposed to show up at the club or the first timein 3 weeks and she got sick thugh so this coming friday everbody...
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Nothing much up today Back on friday though Kele De was supposed to show up at the club or the first timein 3 weeks and she got sick thugh so this coming friday everbody...
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lemuria:
your right or my right? hahah. seriously though i am a bit confused on that.
malinko:
oh man.. i dont even have money for xmas.. ahhh
and its comming soon!
and its comming soon!
so im still psotign the poem again at the end of this joural too to see who reads it.
But anyways Kele De wrote me yesterday she said she missed me alot too and she hope to get to talk to me friday night.
As for the news with Holyl and the soul ina a jar fiasco ,,,,well she trew my soul whihc was ina...
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But anyways Kele De wrote me yesterday she said she missed me alot too and she hope to get to talk to me friday night.
As for the news with Holyl and the soul ina a jar fiasco ,,,,well she trew my soul whihc was ina...
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lemuria:
i love that poem 
thanks for the comment on my new pictures. the caverns are the luray caverns in northern virginia. (i just had to check the map for that one.) i think there are three different caves there...
and im sorry to hear about your soul jar being thrown in the chesapeake.
thanks for the comment on my new pictures.
the caverns are the luray caverns in northern virginia. (i just had to check the map for that one.) i think there are three different caves there...
and im sorry to hear about your soul jar being thrown in the chesapeake.
blythe:
beautifull poem sweetie x x x x
"Rusty Hearts" a poem by Todd J. Welsh written november 5th 2005 amidst a loud and dark gothic club in a litel corner by the balcony.
"Rusty hearts
with old worn keys
are what time made you and me.
Antiqued with age
and worn with misery
we left all that we could
cast aside trickery.
Say what you will
that i am a fool
but...
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"Rusty hearts
with old worn keys
are what time made you and me.
Antiqued with age
and worn with misery
we left all that we could
cast aside trickery.
Say what you will
that i am a fool
but...
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lycoris:
I like it.
malinko:
No its just the 300$ a month
I got the pocketwatch back today fromteh repair shop and it works beautifully now. I hope my friend likes it for christmas ijsut ned to find a ladies long chainfor it now.
So anohter of my freinds Rosa calls up today and asks my permission to come to the club. WTF. She doesnt need to ask me all she needs to do is come. then...
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So anohter of my freinds Rosa calls up today and asks my permission to come to the club. WTF. She doesnt need to ask me all she needs to do is come. then...
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So it all htis me at once today ,,my contact lenses came in(gona cost me wellover 250 casue theyhad me take multiple eye exams) , my camera broke (gonna cost me 400 at least for a new one) , the watch that i was geting fixed as a christmas present for Kele De is done( 350 dolalrs exactly), and to top it all off my...
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malinko:
merci!! damn thats alot of money.. hope it all works out!
[Edited on Nov 05, 2005 4:36PM]
[Edited on Nov 05, 2005 4:36PM]
ok so nobdy wil be seeinga pic of me in my halloween costume due to teh fact taht my camera brokeon me without me knowing .. ilooked a tthe lens today and hte inner lens somehow poppe dout of position inside so i can no longer focus right
. this makes me very sad casue now i gotto save at least 400 to get a...
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. this makes me very sad casue now i gotto save at least 400 to get a...
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jollyrodger:
my relationship wasn't and isn't based on looks. well maybe a little at first, but it turned into so much more. i don't jump into relationship after relationship. that's my point. i've been with 2 guys in 6 yrs. so a lot was put at stake.
mmmm, steak. sounds good.
no you don't think too much, when it comes to relationships there's a lot to think about.
mmmm, steak. sounds good.
no you don't think too much, when it comes to relationships there's a lot to think about.