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MY MOM KILLED THE COMPUTER. i wake up monday mornign to fidn my mom on teh phone with msn and appartelty she couldnt acessa disk so they adivesed her ot reinstall all programs and erase everthing else ... so she did that ,,,but it turns ot the disk she was tryign to acess that casues all this trouble was jsut worn out ,,,she didnt have...
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Ok so friday ngiht went okay for me at least but otehr peopel were worse for wear. Pixie was drunkand upset with everyhting in her life overwhelming her and she didnt have a tissue to i ripped out the liner of my jacket to sue as a tissue so she could dry her tears . Then KelDe was feeling sick and i felt her forehead...
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so anywasy yo all heard about the show in my last entry so im still a little bit happy about that.

I foudn a human tooth today underneath a house ,,there werent any other bones besides the tooth ,,but it was a adult incisor. its old thugh and had apprently been there for awhile.

other than that its beena pretty tame boring as crap day...
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So the concert SUnday well meeting anyone there was a dlop my freind tarryn coudlnt go casue she was at a battel fo teh bands thing , then Lauren couldnt go but thast casue of distance so i diodnt mind that . pixie coundt go casue of work and Kele de as usuall wouldnt take me up on my offer jsut to hang out outside...
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So friday was foggy as anyhting liek i coldnt see 50 ft away from me it was weird i felt liek time had gone back i was awaiting a carage or horseman to appear out of the fog it was that thick you couldt see headlights or anyhtng anywhere ,,i loved it , plus i looked up and it was full moon and well had...
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God im so friggin Happy , Sg Roethke mailed me some skull flower broaches and a late christmas gift of a mix cd among other things and well that snapped me out of my my depression ive been haveing the past few months which i had been taking out on myself for sooo long. But now im happy. i men so what if that girl...
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SOOOOOOOOO friggin tired ,,but cant go to sleep and wont yawn ,,ive been up for 3 days straight and no im nto on anyhtng and havent even had any caffeine. went to club friday night took my freind Tarryn who originally thought all teh peopel at goth clubs were depressed ,,she foudn out that im pretty much the only really depressed person there everybody else...
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Today i got electrocuted , not on purpose , by accident by not one time but 7 fucking times . the back story to this is that well we went ontoa floode dbasement to see waht was casueignhte leaking casue they blamed hte heater ,,but it wasnt the heater it was the water heater and every now and then we install tehm so we told...
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after work today i started work on my necklace for Roethke casue i told her id send her one . then im making a mineature peice of furniture for a friend. Might start work on a coffin soon ,,this will be my 5th ive made since i was 16. their suprisingly comftorable and warm if you make htem right. im doing this on commision for...
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so umm jsut got done working 64 hours this week plsu i wen tout to the club last ngiht too and realized that i dont think anybody would miss me there if i stopped going really i meen i tried talking to people the whoel evening and no one really wanted to talk to me even teh peope that usually do ,,i did get to...
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1am this morning somethng happened . i dont knwo waht but somthng did to one of my friends somewhere casue i got a weird vibe and bolted out of bed totally awake and not tired around 1am. did anyhting happen to any of you?

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I think this new years im going to take a few tylenol pm and conk outon the couch this year , ive asked aroudn and well most of my freinds are going to be with thier significant others and or peopel their screwing or their geting blindly drunk. Plus i really never got invited anywhere by anyone this year so rather then mope im jsut...
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