deadskinrose

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i started my new job today. after work i had a ton of errands i wanted to get done but i had a HUGE headache. so i decide to go home after work instead. i am not even one block away from my work and a cop pulls me over for not stopping at a stop sign. I FUCKING STOPPED!!!! he was the biggest dickwad i have run into in a long time. from the looks of it he was training a new officer or something, the other guy wasnt in uniform and he kept stopping to explain things to him while i sat in my car patiently waiting for him to tell me exactly what i did wrong. which he never did. he comes back and hands me my ticket for failure to stop at a stop sign. he didnt even try to hide the fact that he was giving me a ticket just to fucking give me a ticket.
so i come home pissed about that to find that theres no fucking food in the house. i had just bought food two days ago FOR ME and my brothers finished it off with out even asking whos it was or if they could have any. fucking shit. so i eat some leftover chips and some salsa. then my brother felt bad he had eaten my stuff cause i hadnt eaten in forever. the only time i ever eat real food is when my boyfriends mom feeds me. that lady is a saint. shes sweet to me she always makes sure i eat an actual meal when im there <3 so my brother goes to 7eleven and gets me some ben and jerrrys. having some of that right after the chips was a horrible idea. it made me sick. and my headache sitll hasnt gone away.

ugh.

ive been complaining and ranting a lot lately. im sure you have noticed, if not then its probably cause i have deleted or edited some of my entries just so i dont seem like a big baby that cant handle her own. anyway lets talk about half glass full things right now. okay? okay lets go

my dad let me have all the family photo albums so im in the process of scanning my childhood and my brothers onto my laptop. its been fun. we were really happy kids and we were surrounded and when i say surrounded i really mean SURROUNDED by tons of loving people. my dad had 12 brothers and sisters and twice as many cousins that were always always always around plus all of my moms 7 brothers and sisters and their husbands and wives and kids. theres nothing i can really complain about growing up. everyone was close and always there for eachother. so the albums mean a lot to me especially since most of those people are distant memories now.

for once in my life my savings account is actually growing and not being emptied out as soon as anything gets put in. that makes me smile.

im probably getting a new cell phone this weekend

like my last entry said i started a new job this week. im working at an elementary school and i love it. today was my first day and the lady that was training me said that the principal raised my starting pay rate just because she liked me so much. so thats good. i was happy.
no longer do i have to spend half of my paycheck solely on gas driving to and from dodger stadium. i get to go in on monday and turn in my horrible uniform and tell them im done

i will be graduating from school in june *hopefully* cross your fingers all goes well

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anyone that knows me knows i love mermaids. a friend had these pics up somewhere and i wanted to share em. they arent mermaids but nonetheless i love em <3<3<3















they are small but the bigger ones have the watermark things on em and im too lazy for photoshop right now

so what do you do when you have nothing to do on a friday night?
i think im gonna nap. or go watch some of my supercool twilight zone box set
maybe i'll try and play some sims later on
then when i feel better play some 80's music and dance around to forget about what a crappy day today was