K so this might be a little long and my point is to just get it all out so.... Here we go.
I am a manager where I work at and I had this girl on my team. I have to admit when I first met her I was very thankful that I finely got a hot girl to manage on my team...
Once of the first thing I told her after meeting her though was, "we are going to clash." I can say I had a huge crush on her when I first met her but she was married at the time and I was her manager. ...So FF 4 months or so and I move on to another position in the company and her and her man are on the outs. ...and she text me out of the blue to say happy b-day. 
Score! I could not be any more lucky! So after more texts and a few other conversations I ask her out... ...as buds. ...2 catch up. ...2 the drive in -with my kid-o to see Barn Yard. It was awesome! I fell for her so quick. She was great with my kid and I loved talking to her. I played with her hair the first time that night. 
So after that we text a lot and she would come over at nights and we would... well... do stuff... But some night I would only get to hold her. ...which I LOVED! She always felt so good in my arms. Things were great! It did not take me long at all to fall in love with her. So FF a little more and we are a couple. Things were great at first. I loved her kids and loved being a family with her. We would have our spats as she "has it her way or no way" and she is a BITCH! ...I mean that in the nice way, she really was. But I loved her personality at that time. She was still getting over her divorce so she did have some issues on the way she treated me and she said things would get better and she hoped to treat me right some day. ...So FF some more and we make a baby that never got to live in the world - I never got to hold her. Nuff said on that subject. ....FF some more and we are living together. I make her coffee in the mornings, clean the house, take the kids to schools. Etc and so on. ...then time passed and she kept getting more and more depressed. She never really got over her X and she never really let me in. She never let me love her. She NEVER treated me right. June 6th was my b-day and she did NOTHING to make the day special to me. Over the last 2 months she really never did anything for me or anything to make me feel special and loved. I would talk to her about it and sometimes we would fight about it and she said she would work on it. ...and she would for a day or two. LONG LONG story short. I could not take anymore. I had to get out. We were engaged and we broke that off and I moved out and we agreed to date so she could have her room to work on herself. This worked for a week-ish and then she just seemed to stop trying all together. She did the worst thing possible by using my sons lively hood as a tool during a fight and... ...now we are DONE DONE!
I worshiped her - took care of her - loved her.
I would have done anything for her but I could not take her abuse anymore.
She would say I was just too needy or to clingy or what ever.
Hell - I just wanted her to treat me right.
Anyways. I just needed to vent some. I have a lot of getting over to move on. I won't be seeing anyone for a while. I lost a part of me I never wanted to loose. I lost my love.
Cheers yall
I am a manager where I work at and I had this girl on my team. I have to admit when I first met her I was very thankful that I finely got a hot girl to manage on my team...
Once of the first thing I told her after meeting her though was, "we are going to clash." I can say I had a huge crush on her when I first met her but she was married at the time and I was her manager. ...So FF 4 months or so and I move on to another position in the company and her and her man are on the outs. ...and she text me out of the blue to say happy b-day. Score! I could not be any more lucky! So after more texts and a few other conversations I ask her out... ...as buds. ...2 catch up. ...2 the drive in -with my kid-o to see Barn Yard. It was awesome! I fell for her so quick. She was great with my kid and I loved talking to her. I played with her hair the first time that night. So after that we text a lot and she would come over at nights and we would... well... do stuff... But some night I would only get to hold her. ...which I LOVED! She always felt so good in my arms. Things were great! It did not take me long at all to fall in love with her. So FF a little more and we are a couple. Things were great at first. I loved her kids and loved being a family with her. We would have our spats as she "has it her way or no way" and she is a BITCH! ...I mean that in the nice way, she really was. But I loved her personality at that time. She was still getting over her divorce so she did have some issues on the way she treated me and she said things would get better and she hoped to treat me right some day. ...So FF some more and we make a baby that never got to live in the world - I never got to hold her. Nuff said on that subject. ....FF some more and we are living together. I make her coffee in the mornings, clean the house, take the kids to schools. Etc and so on. ...then time passed and she kept getting more and more depressed. She never really got over her X and she never really let me in. She never let me love her. She NEVER treated me right. June 6th was my b-day and she did NOTHING to make the day special to me. Over the last 2 months she really never did anything for me or anything to make me feel special and loved. I would talk to her about it and sometimes we would fight about it and she said she would work on it. ...and she would for a day or two. LONG LONG story short. I could not take anymore. I had to get out. We were engaged and we broke that off and I moved out and we agreed to date so she could have her room to work on herself. This worked for a week-ish and then she just seemed to stop trying all together. She did the worst thing possible by using my sons lively hood as a tool during a fight and... ...now we are DONE DONE!
I worshiped her - took care of her - loved her.
I would have done anything for her but I could not take her abuse anymore.
She would say I was just too needy or to clingy or what ever.
Hell - I just wanted her to treat me right.
Anyways. I just needed to vent some. I have a lot of getting over to move on. I won't be seeing anyone for a while. I lost a part of me I never wanted to loose. I lost my love.
Cheers yall