deadofwinter

*left buttcheek*, *right buttcheek* speaks so much truth... and will for a life time to come.... But when it is gone and all is done, we will be reborn like the Phenix into the next life with a fire burning so bright we will be blinded by it. Hopefully not so blinded that we cant see the stars...

Well atleast today isnt V-day. But its not Friday yet which means not only do I have to face work today, but tomorrow and the next day and the next.... Uuuggghhh....

As for the little hearts and V-day background crap that I woke up to on SG today, I say

Fuck work!!! I hate Corp. America and am ashamed to be a part of it!!! Except on payday... lol

Fuck V-day your only there to make the single people or recently divorced people as I am suffer...

Fuck people... You all suck!! (except You. You know...
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There's a pretty definitive line between right and wrong. Sometimes we want to do the wrong thing because it makes us happy. And sometimes doing the right thing can feel like the wrong thing because it can rob you of your happiness. But the fact of the matter is, when its the right thing to do, you have to do it anyways.
When I looked...
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FUCK FUCK FUCK... and not the good kind!!!! I finally fell asleep at about 4am and woke up at 8am feeling very disconnected. I tried to refuse getting out of bed but finally had to. I wish I could just stay in bed the whole day, locked away from the world until the concert tonight. But unfortunately I have to go to the laundry mat...
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So I was walking home tonight from a friends house and I glance up and the first thing I see in the sky is Orions Belt. I paused on it for a few seconds and then scanned the sky at the other stars to see if there was something in them for me... Maybe a sign of some sort that something good is in store...
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***CLOSED DUE TO INCLIMATE CONDITIONS***

Will reopen for normal business tomorrow...

the thoughts that usually are swirling in my head at mach 3 have slowed to a crawl. there is so much I want to say but the words wont come out tonight. there are tears that I want to shed but they stay locked away for now. i almost feel light headed. kind of like when you are drunk and on your knees in front...
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When I was married, I struggled with feelings of abandonment and neglect. Of course I did eventually find out she was having affairs, but non the less while we were together, it tore me apart to feel like that. I tried lots of ways to try and change things. But none of them worked. She made me feel like I was asking for too much...
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Hmm there is something to be said about the efftect that fighting off a knife weilding redneck has had on me. It started on my way to the emergency room to get my stitches. It was this odd sense of, I cant say happiness, but a lift in spirits that even others have noticed. Not saying that getting stabbed in the arm is a good...
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