deadofwinter

Feeling a bit under the weather today, so I will spend the majority of it this evening on the couch watching lame as TV...Speaking of watching things, has anyone seen Penn & Tellers show on Show Time "Bullshit"? hatchetprincess rented the seasons on DVD.. It is a fabuous show that is funny, informative and is sure to piss a lot of people off... Oh how I love controvery and conspiracy... But thats cause im a huge asshole in my own way...


Evening Update:
Laying around sick is not a good thing. It leaves to much time for the mind to wander and think. Thinking is bad!! Reflecting on the past is bad!! Asking questions about why your life is the way it is, why things didnt work out the way they should have and where to go from here since they didnt is BAD!!! Its left me kinda depressed and not really liking myself to much right now... Or atleast I do not like the person I have become. I lost a lot of who I was during the time I was with my ex-wife... How do I get it back? Where am I, the real me?

My life is like a war that I always loose.
The path to sorrow I always choose.
This night my reflection strikes me with fear
From my weary eyes falls another unwanted tear
My friends tell me that I have to beat the pain
But how can I if I cant see through the rain?

Do mind me tonight... My

is all out of wack....