deadofwinter

Ever feel like

is on the horizon?

Well I do... A storm is brewing on all fronts of my life. I should have known better to take comfort in having few days go good for me... But now the stars are falling down all around me at home and a far. What can be brewing, well one thing is the fact that despite my attempts to forget about my ex-wife and keep her out of my life, she keeps popping back up. Now I am getting the impression that her mother is up to something. This evening I discovered 3 emails from her in my old email box that I dont check often. In all of them she asked for and gave lame excuses to get me to send her my new mailing address. So what is her lawyer mommy up to? They obviously have something they want to send to me certified mail or maybe her mom had drawn up papers to sue me for something stupid and needs the address so that they can have me served.... god only knows at this point when it comes to those two...
Fuck'em, fuck it all.... As for the rest of my life, I dont have the strength to get into it right now...
I need a beer or 9 and there just a room away...