Well another day down. Still no job or prospects. Soon as in tomorrow i think, my cell phone will get cut off which means no more passing time with text messages 
, soon my SG membership will run out which means no more posting and then the cable modem will get shut off and I will be cut off from the world 
... WHY GOD WHY have you forsaken me? LOL
Ok so for some reason I am not as frightened about all of this as I should be. For some reason a strange calm came over me today. I was lost in dreams and fantasy. In some ways I wish I could check myself into a mental facility and let myself get lost in those dreams 24/7...
Mmmm... Now wouldnt that be something...
Speaking of dreams, I think it is almost time for me to try and sleep... I have a hammock that I need to be in soon
, soon my SG membership will run out which means no more posting and then the cable modem will get shut off and I will be cut off from the world ... WHY GOD WHY have you forsaken me? LOL
Ok so for some reason I am not as frightened about all of this as I should be. For some reason a strange calm came over me today. I was lost in dreams and fantasy. In some ways I wish I could check myself into a mental facility and let myself get lost in those dreams 24/7...
Mmmm... Now wouldnt that be something...
Speaking of dreams, I think it is almost time for me to try and sleep... I have a hammock that I need to be in soon
*smooch*
~cheers
try not to worry too much -- things will work out