FUCK FUCK FUCK... and not the good kind!!!! I finally fell asleep at about 4am and woke up at 8am feeling very disconnected. I tried to refuse getting out of bed but finally had to. I wish I could just stay in bed the whole day, locked away from the world until the concert tonight. But unfortunately I have to go to the laundry mat because I didnt get any laundry done last weekend because of getting stabed.... So I have no clean clothes at all and have to have atleast my dress shirts clean for work... Work... God I hate my coworkers right now and cant stand the thought of having to face them tomorrow.... The word pathetic followed me in my dreams every where I went in my dreams last night. And when I woke up this morning I accepted the fact that no matter how much I try to not let tomorrow get to me, it will and I will spend it being one of those pathetic people they spoke of.... Yay me! 