deadofwinter

Well my happiness was short lived. The chemicals they are pumping into my body are again beating me down and drudging up the usual questions that no one can answer. On top of that today had the lovely addition of radiation to make my body burn from the inside out and numb my brain to the point that I could not find my way home from the Chemo Clinic. If it wasnt for a good friend to guide me back I would probably still be riding around streets that should be familiar by now but are not.
And now I must try to survive another night of work hiding the pain and hoping that the multitude of simple tasks that I am fucking up on a nightly basis due to the inability of my brain to function correctly is over looked enough that they do not let me go.....