deadofwinter

FUCK FUCK FUCK... and not the good kind!!!! I finally fell asleep at about 4am and woke up at 8am feeling very disconnected. I tried to refuse getting out of bed but finally had to. I wish I could just stay in bed the whole day, locked away from the world until the concert tonight. But unfortunately I have to go to the laundry mat...
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So I was walking home tonight from a friends house and I glance up and the first thing I see in the sky is Orions Belt. I paused on it for a few seconds and then scanned the sky at the other stars to see if there was something in them for me... Maybe a sign of some sort that something good is in store...
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***CLOSED DUE TO INCLIMATE CONDITIONS***

Will reopen for normal business tomorrow...

the thoughts that usually are swirling in my head at mach 3 have slowed to a crawl. there is so much I want to say but the words wont come out tonight. there are tears that I want to shed but they stay locked away for now. i almost feel light headed. kind of like when you are drunk and on your knees in front...
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When I was married, I struggled with feelings of abandonment and neglect. Of course I did eventually find out she was having affairs, but non the less while we were together, it tore me apart to feel like that. I tried lots of ways to try and change things. But none of them worked. She made me feel like I was asking for too much...
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Hmm there is something to be said about the efftect that fighting off a knife weilding redneck has had on me. It started on my way to the emergency room to get my stitches. It was this odd sense of, I cant say happiness, but a lift in spirits that even others have noticed. Not saying that getting stabbed in the arm is a good...
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Last night was a hard night. I came into infomation that someone as I had predicted, used my ex-wife and has left her broken hearted. This was news that I have been waiting to hear for months now so I could scream to the heaven "You were an adultering whore and you got what you deserved!" But as soon as I got the news, instead...
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