i know...long time, eh? i like the hat. you look very brit in the vest and tie. hehe
have a nice evening off. i have the afternoon of the 21st off from work...yippee!
**EDIT** videos added
Like I said in an earlier blog, there have been some things on my mind lately. Not all of them are negative by the way, or not too badly anyway. They're just things I can't seem to not think about. I'm going to try and structure them a bit, and give you a little insight in my life. I spoilered each item,... Read More
tara is so cute!
and you can't worry too much about those things or it will drive you crazy! just take it one day at a time. let life happen and accept what it brings you. don't take on too much.
as for the depression, like you mentioned it's more of a physical, chemical thing...not something you choose to have (ok, maybe choose is a bad choice of word, but you get my meaning), and it's not a question of "what right do you have to be depressed". depression happens to people, and you have to deal with it when it comes to you. the doc's love loading people up on meds to offset the depression, and meds can fuck you up too. so maybe try to find alternative ways of treatment...yoga, massage, etc. that reminds me, i need to find a yoga place for me. i loved yoga when i did it for a short time. now i need to find prenatal yoga.
take care. hang in there!
I use to have a lot of migraines when I was younger, but luckily enough they mostly went away when I reached my teens. They do occassionally come back though, and I had quite a bad one today. It didn't start out that bad, not much more than a normal headache. But as I was getting ready for work, it got progressively worse, to that... Read More
I hate migraines, I get them all the time so I know what you mean about getting sick and wanting to crawl in a hole. Hope it wasnt too horrible and passed reasonably fast.
I've been sick the past couple of days. And you know what sucks most about it? Not my nose imitating a leaky faucet, or my head feeling like it's going to explode, but the inner-ear infection that came with it. It's only mild (I've had plenty of them in the past, that hurt far more), but it's making my inner-ears itch so bad, and it's... Read More
Well, not much has been going on. Work has been keeping me busy, and I haven't really had time (or motivation) for anything else. The most exciting thing I've done, is probably buying a new suit last week (as some of you already know, as I've been bugging everyone about picking out a tie for... Read More
I had been doing a lot better with depression the past few months, I've made quite some progress. But since I got back from my trip to the States, work has been deadline after deadline, which has me... Read More
Though I do have to admit, that wearing suits do make me feel like I look good. Or at least better.
They're just not nearly as comfortable as wearing cargo pants and skate shoes .
Not much going on this week, just busy with work. I... Read More
Foodblog time. Not the ravioli I've been promising, but instead a recipe by Racheal Ray: Jambasta
Ingredients:
1 pound penne rigate, pasta with lines
2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil, 2 turns of the pan
2 tablespoons butter
1/2 pound choriza sausage, any brand, casing removed and diced
4 cloves garlic, chopped
1 jalapeno pepper, seeded and chopped or thinly sliced
1 red bell pepper, seeded... Read More
well...i changed my mind. this new cut is easy to take care of and out of my face.
i know...it does feel like i haven't talked to you forever. the recipe sounds yummy-minus the shrimp. can't eat the stuff...can't even smell it.
maybe i'll catch you on yahoo on friday.
New blog time. That other one has been up way too long, and I just want to get other things on my mind for a bit, if you know what I mean.
So here's some of the pictures from my trip to the States, that I promised ages ago already. For the entire story about my trip, see this blog.
Here's me and the ever-sexy... Read More
Oz was sicker than we thought . This morning I found him dead in the kitchen. I'm pretty shaken up right now, not exactly sure what to do. Or think. I need to call the vet when they're open in an hour or so, to see what to do next.
have a nice evening off. i have the afternoon of the 21st off from work...yippee!
miss you hon