I sit here in the dark eating salsa and chips, right now life is good. I am the only one awake to enjoy this and in the back of my head I can only wander if I'll share something like this with anyone. Not the chips, I mean the moment.
On occasion I miss waking up with someone next to me and then I think, oh shit, I've gotten salsa all over the keyboard. oops.
People are complicated animals, I can't sleep with anyone that I have good conversations with and I can't have a good conversation with anyone I've slept with. Maybe one person. I'm really into these chips.
So I've focused on trivialities, buying things and drinking. It seems that I could be locking myself off emotionally because what I mostly feel is anger. That's something you really don't want to share with anybody. Crap, i bit into a jalapeno.
Just one last thing to think about. If plants aren't sentient then how do they know about animals and are able to use them to carry pollen, thistles, seeds and bare thorns to protect themselves? Could the hippies be right?
On occasion I miss waking up with someone next to me and then I think, oh shit, I've gotten salsa all over the keyboard. oops.
People are complicated animals, I can't sleep with anyone that I have good conversations with and I can't have a good conversation with anyone I've slept with. Maybe one person. I'm really into these chips.
So I've focused on trivialities, buying things and drinking. It seems that I could be locking myself off emotionally because what I mostly feel is anger. That's something you really don't want to share with anybody. Crap, i bit into a jalapeno.
Just one last thing to think about. If plants aren't sentient then how do they know about animals and are able to use them to carry pollen, thistles, seeds and bare thorns to protect themselves? Could the hippies be right?
err yeah. i don't really have anything to say, i just wanted to write something in your journal.