didn't intend on blogging again so soon....and especially not with suych a moan/rant....but i find writing stuff like this down quite theraputic....so your stuck with it....
this morning was meant to return to work, after my lovely holiday, for my Fast Start to 2008....howerver, i left for my holiday in slightly sticky circumstances, in that I hit a ridiculous target my interim manager set me, and when she knew full well I was leaving at 1pm that day, she phoned at 12.30 to make sure it was done, and by hook or by crook i had done it, she thwen said, thats great, so spend the afternoon doing the same for the following week in january (basically filling up my diary for appointments, and sales opportunities, and referrals to other people to sell them crap) and also told me to cancle a course I had arranged to go on, and lots of other unreasonable stuff, which only annoyed me, cos she wouldn't listen to me, and kept interrupting when I was trying to explain things, things that she was already aware of....
anyway, this morning I check my phone, and initial delight at only 4 messages (for 2 weeks that is a miracle, its usually 5/6 a day!!) led to anger, and frustration, as it was her bitching at me for about 5 minutes, about not doing this and that, and that she had cancelled my course for me....nice of her that....to put it simp[ly, this woman is just a Bully!! and if there is anything i wont tolerate its bullying.... i was bullied in school by kids, and even by a teacher, and well, I always remember my dad coming in to have a go at a teacher for me (someone who made me write I am fat and stupid on the blackboard for misspelling the word Ingenuity at the age of 11) and despite my dad being barely 5ft 2, he managed to belittle a man twice his size (in my eyes anyway) through being strong and stubborn, and not settling for it, and ever since I wont take it....
so, I have called in sick, and am going to the doctors, I am fed up of not sleeping during the week, and having ridiculous bouts of IBS and generally feeling angry, caroline is a saint for putting up with my temper tantrums, and all round cuntishness as of late, so am hoping they will sign me off, cos work is the main factor, and no job is worht my health and happiness!!!
I am sure by the time I get back from docs, this wont have been commented on, but if you have read it, I thank you greatly!! as i said, this isn't intended, and I don't want anyone to worry, but i just find writing it down quite theraputic, and I hate writing stuff that isn't seen by anyone, it seems a wast to me somehow...lol
this morning was meant to return to work, after my lovely holiday, for my Fast Start to 2008....howerver, i left for my holiday in slightly sticky circumstances, in that I hit a ridiculous target my interim manager set me, and when she knew full well I was leaving at 1pm that day, she phoned at 12.30 to make sure it was done, and by hook or by crook i had done it, she thwen said, thats great, so spend the afternoon doing the same for the following week in january (basically filling up my diary for appointments, and sales opportunities, and referrals to other people to sell them crap) and also told me to cancle a course I had arranged to go on, and lots of other unreasonable stuff, which only annoyed me, cos she wouldn't listen to me, and kept interrupting when I was trying to explain things, things that she was already aware of....
anyway, this morning I check my phone, and initial delight at only 4 messages (for 2 weeks that is a miracle, its usually 5/6 a day!!) led to anger, and frustration, as it was her bitching at me for about 5 minutes, about not doing this and that, and that she had cancelled my course for me....nice of her that....to put it simp[ly, this woman is just a Bully!! and if there is anything i wont tolerate its bullying.... i was bullied in school by kids, and even by a teacher, and well, I always remember my dad coming in to have a go at a teacher for me (someone who made me write I am fat and stupid on the blackboard for misspelling the word Ingenuity at the age of 11) and despite my dad being barely 5ft 2, he managed to belittle a man twice his size (in my eyes anyway) through being strong and stubborn, and not settling for it, and ever since I wont take it....
so, I have called in sick, and am going to the doctors, I am fed up of not sleeping during the week, and having ridiculous bouts of IBS and generally feeling angry, caroline is a saint for putting up with my temper tantrums, and all round cuntishness as of late, so am hoping they will sign me off, cos work is the main factor, and no job is worht my health and happiness!!!
I am sure by the time I get back from docs, this wont have been commented on, but if you have read it, I thank you greatly!! as i said, this isn't intended, and I don't want anyone to worry, but i just find writing it down quite theraputic, and I hate writing stuff that isn't seen by anyone, it seems a wast to me somehow...lol
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Hope its goine well at the docts an d all is ok. xx
she needs a punch in the face.
(im off to red your other blog now)