Thank fuck its friday....shit did i really say that??? i'm so sad!!!
this week has been bollocks really!!! my grandads funeral on wednesday, which thankfully went very well, and the fmaily just kind of kept quiet and were very respectful, it's quite a humbling moment when your parents look to you when they're upset, my dad has to be the most genuine, honest, understandfing and calmerst bloke in the world, if i end up being half as good a man as him i'll be chuffed.....he is also, according to my mum a filthy pervert, (what, it wasn't going to be a soppy blog for long)
a very close freind of mine tried to kill herself on monday night, and has been in hospital till last night being detoxed, really want to do more to help her, but also don't want to interfere in any way shape or form, by that you can read her boyfreind is a twat, who thinks buying her some new clothes a cat and a take-a-way will make it all better!!! i know he means well, but i don't get how someone can be so dense and oblivious!!!
work has been pretty crap really, seeing customers has been ok, can waste hours drinking coffee and talking crap, the problem is I always end up really jealous of them all!!! especially the guys who run a graphic/web design company, who work in a big shed, with an electric drum kit when they get bored, and get to wear jeans to work!!!
ah well...here's the good news I guess....
I have taken some steps towards a career in photography, I have got myself a Digital SLR, a lovely Nikon D40X, and am currently trying to find some courses in both digital photography and photoshop at college, so I can get some skills to pay the bills!!! I haven't taken many photo's yet, caroline has been feeling a bit ill so no naked pics yet, have taken this pic of the skyline from our roof....
i quite like them so far, and am playing around with Photoshop CS3, but you know, early days....
also, only a week away until London and the Tattoo Convention, and libra's birthday!!! got tickets, hotel, and of course her pressies sorted, so just waiting for the week to hurry up!!! can't wait to see all my old freinds, and finally get to meet all my new ones!! is going to be moster wicked, and am sure we will be partying hardcore to the motherfucking floor!!!!!
And this is for my one and only Caroline (the best girlfreind in the world, who when i ask for porn she actually says she's gonna get me some!!!), because your ace and deserve some eye candy, good music, and you know I never fell in love til i fell in love with you, never knew what a good time was till i had a good time with you....
i aint going anywhere baby!!!
(You guys can listen to, but I aint kissing ya....)
this week has been bollocks really!!! my grandads funeral on wednesday, which thankfully went very well, and the fmaily just kind of kept quiet and were very respectful, it's quite a humbling moment when your parents look to you when they're upset, my dad has to be the most genuine, honest, understandfing and calmerst bloke in the world, if i end up being half as good a man as him i'll be chuffed.....he is also, according to my mum a filthy pervert, (what, it wasn't going to be a soppy blog for long)
a very close freind of mine tried to kill herself on monday night, and has been in hospital till last night being detoxed, really want to do more to help her, but also don't want to interfere in any way shape or form, by that you can read her boyfreind is a twat, who thinks buying her some new clothes a cat and a take-a-way will make it all better!!! i know he means well, but i don't get how someone can be so dense and oblivious!!!
work has been pretty crap really, seeing customers has been ok, can waste hours drinking coffee and talking crap, the problem is I always end up really jealous of them all!!! especially the guys who run a graphic/web design company, who work in a big shed, with an electric drum kit when they get bored, and get to wear jeans to work!!!
ah well...here's the good news I guess....
I have taken some steps towards a career in photography, I have got myself a Digital SLR, a lovely Nikon D40X, and am currently trying to find some courses in both digital photography and photoshop at college, so I can get some skills to pay the bills!!! I haven't taken many photo's yet, caroline has been feeling a bit ill so no naked pics yet, have taken this pic of the skyline from our roof....
i quite like them so far, and am playing around with Photoshop CS3, but you know, early days....
also, only a week away until London and the Tattoo Convention, and libra's birthday!!! got tickets, hotel, and of course her pressies sorted, so just waiting for the week to hurry up!!! can't wait to see all my old freinds, and finally get to meet all my new ones!! is going to be moster wicked, and am sure we will be partying hardcore to the motherfucking floor!!!!!
And this is for my one and only Caroline (the best girlfreind in the world, who when i ask for porn she actually says she's gonna get me some!!!), because your ace and deserve some eye candy, good music, and you know I never fell in love til i fell in love with you, never knew what a good time was till i had a good time with you....
i aint going anywhere baby!!!
(You guys can listen to, but I aint kissing ya....)
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Not long to go now I've been packing today I'm getting even more excited now I haven't got anything to wear i think i need to go shopping